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Monday, March 24, 2008

Running.

Is he comforting you?

After he breed one illegitimate child.
Putting on a smile
Like a desperate dog oh-so-wild.

You love him endlessly
the wrong place at the wrong time'
Get suicide
I think you better die
And bid your last goodbye.

Is someone haunting you?

You thought its a religion thing to do.
You thought politicians gonna give in to you.
You thought killing was a shopping-spree.
You thought when you're done with your kill, government would pee.

You run cause you perfectly understood
What you did wasn't good
Stop hiding under your hood
Cause its not helping
Your life's ending.

Is someone leaving you?

She met a lawyer
Had to make her statement clear
All he did was sit and listen
She paid him thousands
When Dollar got situation settled
Virginities gone,self-respect burnt.

Isn't it a humor,isn't it insane
When you can live happily with melted cheese & lemonade
You choose to cry and be afraid.

None provoked
All you portray was a joke
An anecdote.

I came across:

"Why did I love him so much? Because it never ended. It never began."

The simplest words truly strike the deepest chords. Dissimilar meanings, but still a meaning nonetheless.

i pledge to meet invisible man.
Kudos.

suhaili @ Monday, March 24, 2008 | comment link here

Monday, March 10, 2008

Degradation.

I'm sorry if silence kills you dad.
Assume me not for hate.
I am just reserved with you.
When you make things at home got screwed.

Smuggling a feeling all so tormenting
It looks like emotions got me eating
and I'm hoping a clean ending.

I suppose there's no way to begin
What more to start all over again
I told mom about divorcing you when I was ten
But she told me that you were a good dad
I wonder when could I ever treat you better
Cause anger keeps provoking on me.

I never blamed you dad
You had your deepest conscience
and its eating you up slowly
Somehow,I had your genes a bit.

Now that you gave it up
And mom cant wait to grow old being,Alone
Cause she had it & wants to be at liberty

Im contented
You are still around my presence
I hope you would be fine
and never whine
like how I adapt to your promises
but again,you fake it
and break it
and break it
and break it
in your own sweet time.

Its there and there.
I thought splitting up was hard.
But I guess separation is terribly harder.
Degradation.

Dont worry dad,I'm still standing tall.

Happy Birthday Dad-62

NOfx said:
"I aint No Cinderella, I aint Waiting For No Prince
To Save Me In Fact Until Just Now I Was Doing Just Fine
and On and On"

With just another moment,all of it ends.
Ive graduated from College East on 5th of March 2008.
I'll miss them terribly,but what the heck
I gotta run.
Haha.

i pledge 2012 would be self-reliance completely.
Kudos.

suhaili @ Monday, March 10, 2008 | comment link here

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