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Thursday, May 31, 2007

uhm.
been quite a while again of everything i dint do which i am supposed to.

my mom told me something while i was sleeping.
mardhiah called me last night.
and i missed her phonecall cuz i was asleep.
been real long since we've catch up uh yaya!!
"when the body goes bum bum bum" its her favourite phrase for me.
ugh.sick!
mardhiah!!!nanti aku call kau!!!!

here's something i wrote.and there it goes:

title:- ___missing yew.

all the thoughts whispering thru me.
been giving me the last call to agree.
accepting the way its just suppose to be.

months already..
im barely ready..
to get all packed up and get away..
from the memories we once weigh.

if wings take you away from me.
would it be forever ure leaving?
would it be for just a moment till we meet again?

turn away my black clouds
i never want to see you again
its getting more mundane
and driving me insane

come again my everyday
cuz i think we've lost our way
wat we own was a beautiful story
my last essay.

a note for us: Not everyone in the world can be your best friend -- and not
everyone deserves to be.

i pledge to count my pills.

au revoir.

Labels: what has gone cold, will it be forever?

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Monday, May 21, 2007

realising one thing again.
its easy to receive. but harder than it seems.
i thought it be much simpler if things would be answered rite away.
even how soon we've started to answer rite up,there still be shits hanging around.

dunt ask wat it means.
to each,send one resemble of phrases.
thats just how i express my thoughts.

to each also give his opinion to any nature or statement they want it to be.
but plz i seek your attention,"do not be self-obsessed, being in your own world in any hope that you think you only have the knowledge to everything just because ure experienced in it."
never to be bold.its never nice.

it dint turn out the way it was suppose to be
and it kills!!!

i pledge to inhale oxygen exhale carbon dioxide.

Labels: i thought we planned it all.dint we?

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Friday, May 18, 2007

back again.
wasnt dead for living presence but surely is dead to blog up.

to all nyonya's out there.i seek attention from your society clan:plz learn to be considerate.ure a living hell.all you guys do is to push people around and get urself a one damn sit sitter for urself.come on.how on earth u want to get rid of ur osteoperosis disease?

i guess now,1 month plus; ure away.
in time ill be alright.

a mission is yet to be accomplished
<-------------------------------------------->
this long.

till my life is altered
so long Singapore.

i pledge to dream in my sleep tonight.

au revoir.

Labels: i wish for a magic wand.

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Monday, May 07, 2007

total madness.
went to slack at mabel's house.

and we were BONKers.
been such a long time since we've catched up.
between us,NOthing has changed.
hee.

telling old stories.
laughing endlessly.
sweet critisizing.
shouting without limits.
thats wat we always do.

all is hugugaga when we meet.wat more when faizah and arif join in the gang.
and yeap.i miss those clique we had.
where rena and valentine be the good ones.
arif and faizah will be the one team.
mabel will be the one irritate the whole gang.
atiqah will be the side joker.
and i be the one laughing loudly at the end of the whole thing.
then they would be like,"SUE!!"

nyehehehehhe.

the band times!!
chingay and little performances..
where i will fall sliding in the wet mud with my tuba.
LOL.

it ends someday.
things changed.memories dunt.

i simply heart you people for the days ive been with.

i pledge it be forever.

au revoir.

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

today's topic im going to blog out are a few thoughts thats running as fast as a horse but slower than a hippotamus.

heh.

they told me its gonna take a long long with no definite time, i will have the answers.
or never.
those time was a miss given.

would someone sponsor me a doraemon?
i promise i give you a million doughnuts.

would somebody grant me my ambition?
i promise i'd tell good things to apek about you.

would anyone gives me anything i wished for?
i promise i donate you wig each month once you turns hairless.

heh.talking about hairs.reminds me of BD in class.to you weird gal.im sorry but i just cant stop telling myself to look at your hair time and again.maybe that hairs of urs is my doraemon?
NOO!!!!!!

if you had've only seen.

on deep thoughts: why would i wanna be that?
i pledge at 6:45pm a time i would keep.

au revoir.

Labels: mat comlang, where did you go?...

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Friday, May 04, 2007

i had a disease.
its called "garfield infection"
lately been feeling sleepy even tho i have slept 10 hourS?..
and this is where i named it,"you must be kidding me"

take note of garfield eyes.its sleepy kinda look.and yes.i feel sleepy time and again.
note to sue: sleep longer.stop talking.

mabel told me she misses me.
nyehehehhe.
we catch up over the phone yesterday night..
and she was again saying,
"suhaili its five year friendship"
mabel also told me how we drifted apart soo much now that she is in lassale and im in "its your choice" school.
nyeheheheheheh.
and she reminded me of a time where she loves to poke my extra fats without fail.
and to mabel," ure emo" yesterday night.
haha.
and and our band times!!
damn! i miss it soo much.
we made a date on monday.
to meet.and yea more madness for us.
the good old times will be back.

i guess it sounds kinky olready.haha.dunt get me wrong.she's a friend who made me cry and laugh like an ass and that is her.lol.but dis time we've grown older and bigger,im sure to protect myself from ur dangerous life-killing jokes.lol.

24 years old will be the age where it be all completed.
it seems that i dint really understand anything at all.
promises killed.
i wish you enough.

i pledge to run,run,run.

au revoir.

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