wo xiang ni.

welcome to me.most exciting things

I Do:are Chunks of Jargons that one

speculate boredom but & exclusively

entirely otherwise for me.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

These are the malay madness.
guess it shall kill the moment of feeling shrewed.
and yea.its a show called" AH HA" from malaysian media.
the lead is afdlin shauki and harith.
sucessfully made me smile.i hope same goes to you.
orite.here it goes..

Ah ha-Teaching English

Ah ha-Meminang

These inspires me.
those are all.personally,respect afdlin shauki.a director with different of everything.A asean man with a talent-head.not forgetting yasmin ahmad who produce sepet,gubra and muksin.her shows are well-asean-to-do.Recongnisiton as far as in Berlin.So far these are the best two that caught my attention in the asean scene.

essence left my heart tonight
au revoir

Labels: it doesnt work.they dunt

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Friday, March 30, 2007

Wake me up from my deepest sleep.

My Chemical Romance-Disenchanted

i pledge to remain bLank in time of nothing-ness.
essence left my heart tonight
au revoir

Labels: till today.it feels horrible.pukes away.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

now im learning to realise what is it to understand without asking much.
doubts are everywhere but no one would care.
for every other days seems like a bad day but it sure do has its ways.
for us to kill the sweet pain in our buziest moment,
its like a hyprocrite who doesnt know to lie.

dunt mourn for long
cuz we were meant to live for so much more
and dunt ask
for what has happen without knowing the real reason
time will never stop wanting to play with us
because we wudnt know what happen next second.

everyone will be around us
in time of sadness or madness
the fact living alone is actually true
cuz when it comes to decision
you have to be alone
even though its screwed.

i pledge to understand all out.

essence left my heart tonight.

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

thanx for your existence.without it.its as if im in hunger.music has always been a friend.

Matchbook Romance-Promise

essence left my heart tonight.

Labels: im with my silent voice.

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

the you-tubers.songs being felt.this is how its streaming in.
mode:- everything's okay.

My chemical Romance-Famous Last Words.

Simple Plan- "Dont Wanna Think About You"

My chemical Romance- I Dont Love You.

sinking with music.that's all ive got to do.
essence left my heart tonight.
au revoir

Labels: Take this.I leave.

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having the whole holidays with pure lost of pathways,discreet feeling that eats me up inside.they told me to move on.
im aware of that the world still doesnt end with one kid named sue who just end her love story.doing fine?is a lie.but moving on,shall do the line.

to strangers is just another hurt story.
individuals who felt isnt a glory.
they told me they been there.
ya.i know that.
one phrase suits u.
uve been there.im here now.im in recovery anxiety.

things happen.heart separated was felt.nevertheless im moving on strong.the relationship has to end.2 years of us and sweet moments."the bowen with singapore poly.the singpost and awaiting of o level results.the ns and ite."sweet promises break me down.the whole wait and the whole sincerity has to go.and yea.ure the sweetest chinese guy ive been with.

friends had been there.to those whom i confide.thanx friend.malah aka bird bird and penyu.heart u guys.

despite of me standing in a crowd.silent pause dint wake me up.im moving in black grey mode while realising everything is still moving around fast.cars and buses..trains and others.

madness and noises still sound so empty.

it takes forever to forget.memories shall do the play.and sue will find her way.

feeling sad wud just heal all shits.
no mourning cuz no one's dead.
be sick in the brain,do all laughs.
and promised...
all wont be at disarray.

yeap.brains still functioning.open it wide owning new do's.i got upcoming plans.do join me. =)

i pledge to see whats not.au revoir.

im not the only one with such stories.we made up of different identity.typical such history.im leaving.
essence left my heart tonight.

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

under the dark light,i vowed not to mourn nor weep.
under the evening light,i vowed not to hear nor see.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave.

few days back.im having my whole fun time with penyu.who else.
i did no harm to society nor people.i plainly laugh and ignore all humans from my sight.owing no debts or space with these basic existence of strangers,they simply loves "fault."
sarcastic remarks was dumb on their side.critisicm you send me reflects yourself more.

its really like stoopid idiots,where people envy the way im having my fun time with friends.be it with penyu.or with malah and gang.or with anyone im with.basic strangers,dunt be a pest.should i have the power of "fork"(i mean the fork u use to eat ur noodles),i would have use that to dig ur eyes,brains and everything part of you,strangers.

and plz.stop giving me that look.ure not one of us.
damn society.beats the citizens.

to all people.be direct and stop beating aroud the bush.
picking up faults is your hobby.u cant recruit me as one of the members cuz im no kid.ouh plz.buzz off.

i pledge to hope,whats not.

this entry is in angry mode.so yeap..doodles.. -.-

au revoir

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

im going to write a poetry
for the public and society
how much you people are being irritating
and smell soo disgusting.

i pledge to apologise for knowing you.

au revoir.

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