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Monday, July 31, 2006

haha.madness.start a day with,"why me?"..err..i mean..some things happen..right before my eyes..so..ya.welcome new misery again...again..and again...woke up..prepare all stuff..do the usual's and off to school...morning wasnt harsh this morning..but was drizzling...dad sent me off..krekrkekre.he sent me to bustop.no surprise actuallie..on the way to tamp..ratna msg me up saying that her mrt journey is kinda stucked up..so she gonna be late..waited for her...so i grab a seat for myself and ya..i sat down.hur hur hur..saw nazri and he was like,"u wait for who?"..and i was like saying rathna's name for about 6 times?..darn.pekak semcm.izah was late.and malah was alone in sch waiting for us...reach sch..and she was pissed off i guess.haha.i mean..if i were her also i wud be real mad.malah.im sorie for being lateee ok?!..haha.malahhhhhhhhhhh.soriieeeeee...haha.it wasnt my fault la.ehee..well..ya..sorie aite?..mmm..went to class..give back malah her mp3.she lend it to me over the weekend.thankew v.much.haha.sweet...reach class..den ya..talk and shout at each other..none matters.and nazri came in the class and ask who i waited at the bus stop..and i was like..wat the fish?..so i suppose he knows wat to do wen he get home.haha.darn.ia was tough...i mean..it wasnt tough..but was like..hard?haha..shiats of life..so..went thru periods of sch..sport wellness..ees..yada yada..den went back home..wat in a world..drop at hougang mall..and i met CHun Sim!!..haha.my darling.miss u man.haha..and he was like,"eh we going take cert.."..and i was like...,"chun sim!!!!!so hensem.."..haha..i mean..long time dint meet up..so yea..miss him loads of coz..yvonne and trevena was there..yea..went back to bowen..we saw mr tang.alkakakaka.darn..we have a chat..lil chat..den talk to mr william...and he was complaining..his body was in pain?!..and i was like..,"dunt work arh cher.."..hur hur hur..so much for my concern ..as if sue..as if..but im sincere okay.haha.went out of office..met mr farid!!urgh.hated it..me and chun sim was like running here and there..to hide away..den the mama securiy guard shouted at us,"oii.come here!"..and we were like..wat sia?..mr farid was ignorant.indeed.well...whoever cares..met mrs hee?..darn..and she was like..haha..watever...den met miss angela loh..and i was like,"my pineapple tart cher?!..wen u want to buy?"..haha...standard ans from her..chinese neew year...den met mdm ida lim.!!my favourite .utmost favourite.haha..asking for our testimonials..but mine wasnt ready..so..yep..she told me that..next time it be ready..buts its ok..i noe she's bz and got better things to do....went out of sch..met the aunty who sells the drinks in sch..and she was like,"ah pui!!"..darn...wat a life sue...well missed her too....sis went back home..she bought skipping rope.haha.darn.those were the days in primary school...i skip a lot in pri sch without results...dunt ask me y..teringat mrs ho of all sudden...it wud be like,"1...2....3... and go"..everyone starts running and skip...haha..and i wud be the last of the participant..the saviour well of coz..haha.....so yeap.."of all things happen,some things remain that way.and of all things i dint want it to happen ..it happen.but the things i wish to remain can never be of a choice to change." thats my quote for todae.i pledge to be in doubt for none cares.au revoir.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

god grant me serenity to accept the things i cant change,courage to change the things i can and wisdom to noe the diff..-->a quote which i got.

sometimes..ure in a devastated place..wen actuali the situation of others is always the sameim lost even deeper the one ive put hope..has made me fall time and again..dying alone..ive gone away...no more nights..no more pain..ive gone alone..to have got my strength..im coming back home....i cant see myself tt well..dots are meant to have many meanings compared to words made in poetry.and dots can never explain anything.and they are supposed to be that way.all left with me is lies.and ive lived with it ever since.ending it with dead memories.
its a real pain ..
a scream of no gain
only wen i start to see the real thing
it gives me the real everything
and wen u see the truth that lies ard of a fake feel
that will only show the real tragedy.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------a story of usp------------------------------------------------------.

yep.recognition to raket for helping me with the pics.thanx.went to dhoby ghaut again.accompany raket for her thingy.ended up using her lappie.ehe.ate nasi lemak.pale feeling.had a big laugh with raket.nothing else matters becoz there's nothing that is serius for we ppl.made a big milo.big empty milo..watever reason it means..for now.none can guess wat it means.saw..fireworks.yeap.kallang is going to be bulldoze soon.and everything..soon changes.different places will took place at different situation now.national day shall be celebrated soon.it will end soon enuff too.it starts and it ends.there shudnt be a start if there will be the end to it...no more now ...and yeah..wats written on the above...was my usp.one of my unidentified storiespoetries.i named that...written in a chunk becoz its connected that way....it starts with a story finishing it with a poetry.guess now put all the end to it.it ends here.no more blaber.i pledge to walk since running just dunt work.au revoir.july29th.july 30th.no one's to blame.au revoir.

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Friday, July 28, 2006

......orite.im here to writetype again.been quite a while.yeap i noe.pass few days its like been strike down with few pain.i mean.backache has made its comeback for more new misery.vomit has made its way out of the intestines and stuff.heavy head feeling inside the brain.everything has made its comeback.and yeap..welcome new misery.previous days were tiring too.mentally mind..anything got to do with brains i suppose.been fighting with one's feel.well yup.thats wat i mean.so wats left is only to sleep.todae dint had photography..was kinda feel free..dunt have to stay late..but feel amiss too..since..yep.no photgraphy...jannah msg me up..asking bout going home together..well i guess...its everyone dread to sit in the bus for long journey..but..dint noe the reason..i dint wait up for her..coz i dunt feel like it..sorie jannah.gheez.so todae..went back home early with izah..yea izah was sick but still active.she's nuts.wish her good health soon PR.eheh..den got a shower.tired.and kebangboomdoosh.i went to sleep.3pm-8.30pm.long journey of sleep is heavenly.even tho is short?..nvm sue."sometimes things are just too harsh."pledge.i pledge not to listen or either wait.au revoir.i dunt feel like ....nvm.au revoir.

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

a fren birthday was yesterday.haha.hepi birthday raket!!!!...ehee..so was madness.met up the idiots..ket n berm..woo.noverm was nut hell.haha..sit at the kedai kopi..there was smoking area..darn..she's legal.haha.puffing..and i go on astma-ing..erk..haha.kidding...den we went seoul garden!!..it was soo soo hilarious.farnie it was.sweet...ate to its maximus...we are not wat we seem darlz.haha...faizah came along joining us..i took one bowl of chilli sauce..in thinking we cud finish it up..but..nope.we dint.haha.i drop a meat..and a chopstick.haha.i like.i mean..wasnt a purpose....den i was like,"eh ada darah.."due to the chili sauce..haha.."its ok..krekrkek...raket's fault...always hers...reason y...she cant reach the daging thats falling.finger too pdk..yea...i met the indo manager..he interviewed me past few months?haha.darn....seoul garden was a madness.den we went pool.gheez...pool was nuts uh..those two freaky ppl..are being a..eew..no comments.no no.no comments ...haha.i scored five in the balls ..eheh.im glad.im hepi..haha..so while playing..few cops went in the pool area.haha..cool uh with uniform den raid the place..intresting ...never had the chance to see that..well being too a goody of course..haha..den these cops like no other jobs wud satisfy them...they ask the members besides our pool table to write their name.?..wat was all that about?aha...shiats of life i suppose...dzul came along..haha.aww..he is still the same..funny..his hair now is a rather blond..dzul!!20yrs old orite?eheh.stewpid.den went to kopitiam..slack ard..normal.kids who are legal always puff.haha..erk..den raket blanja all of us..and i ordered milo.like there's no other drink?!.haha...before that..we were like..,"eh go order arh.."..no one moves.lazy..so wat i intended ..i was like,"aunty!!."..and that auntie reply me sweetly,"wat auntie???!!!!xiao jie!!!"..she shouted..and i was like..wat the hell was that?ure old..accept it ..dunt deny..i dint deny for me being bulat as it is.did i?haha..old freckels..argh..by then it was ard 11.30 pm..then went home..dad wasnt angry..mom called.explain.and yup.it was nuts.went home.it was a memorable sweetness.haha.madness BI'S,haha.kidding.

yep..apart from the havocitical birthday celebration..did some tots...was like..finished my settling down...sat down..looking at my mom bank book...i mean..she put it on the table..and i was like,"eh tgk..".realising..there's not much hope.too little.i need a job.badly..if it comes..it comes..one more thing bout sue..she hates irritating kid ard.not as in kid..kid..people.irritating adult.so called adult but being,"ehhhhhhhh.....watttttt?!!!arhhhhhhhhhhhhh"..no need for that.grow up.dunt keep like shouting showing over-enthu..darn.pisses me off.and only wen an adult like these ppl shout in the middle of the nite..it will be fine.but wen it comes to me..goes other way round.darn hell kid.so wat if im like this orite?i mean..so what if i walk ard laughing my head off..so wat if im like that..dunt touch me one bit..only my mom can orite?!..urgh.get sick in the brain.so to those adults who noe nuts about me in particular..run along orite..get off me.haha...i get off the edge sometimes if i get to my top.and a thing or two..these ppl assume and tell us who we are?..darn off..its like,"eh kau self centered arh!,eh kau pemls arh!eh kau pengotor arh!"..if i am.so?..if im ol that..than dunt talk to me.isnt that easy?stewpid kids.nah..i have to run along...i realise one thing..ppl arent always easy for what we are..even if i tell how dreadly i need a new thing..they wudnt believe..but for some reason..when others ask for a new thing..my mom even want to make a custom made comp..and for me..walla..no money...i knew it all along...thats y i dint ask..its not about being petty..becoz at that point of time..we still dunt have money..but wanted to make custom made computer...but wen it comes to..sue...she gets nothing.but not that my mom is biased...she's great mom..she survived all along..i loved her ever..its just that..y eh?...and yep..yesterday faizah ask..if i found myself oredi?..and obviously..i dint...i dint want to trouble my mom initially thinking i holding part time job..but..since that day..had partly ask her lil bit more..all along even if i work..i did ask for some..but i dint ask for loathesome...its like..erk..k..dunt complain.it doesnt help...btw..i dunt give shiats..haha.yada yada....i pledge...".i pledge not to care any further."au revoir.

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

3.15pm.a number and a time at the same tango.haha.i mean..well yeap.woke up at 3.15 pm.was real late.i know.isnt nice.but i was sleepy.haha.welcome back sue...erk..woke up.ive no mood to talk.dunt feel like talking..so i watch tv all along.ignore my dad.not listening.and yup.its a melo day.just will wait for my mom back from her shop.den i can talk.better off.talking to other being in the house is a real irritate-ment sometimes.yada yada...slack at home like none cares..im watching bout dunno wat show actually..but the content of the show..is about..showing one success and dreams.....much of a show..yada yada..well i dunno y but i believe that some shows or some clips being acted out just a big hypocrite..despite its a true life story.haha.i mean..take a look...becoz at the end of this tv series..these motivational shows..they are only trying to send one msg and its always the same,"nothing is impossible."darn.wat a loser..den will tell the viewers how to put urself thru the hardships ..yada yada..wat the hell was that..?..its true uh..but..argh.*she pukes like dead...telling the viewers how sucessful they were..its not about envy..but why boast ard?.yah?..haha.sue is crapping like usual..mm..yep..yesterday..made a fren with a stranger.her name is Alice.haha.i was like at expo mrt..and was lost..remember?..so i was like looking at her..sat beside her and ask her..,"this mrt lane go tanah merah rite?"..and she answered with full of friendly characteristic,"ya..did u just miss the train?"..and i was like,"err..nolah..stoopid arh drop wrong station."..haha..talk to her..she ask my age..i think she is just surprised u see..well..whatsoanything..i promote my mother kek lapis to her for shinese new year..and she took my contact.she gave me her namecard.duh~..i mean..well ok..ur namecard..are we like going to contact each other?..nuts..i mean..i will..for the cakes?..haha..one customer on the line..yea...so yup..spore idol on air now..haha..btw i feel emilee shud be the one out actually..but well we'll see.who am i to judge becoz i dunt vote at all.haha.its not about wasting of money..its just..about..money...orite orite..everyone's crazie bout singapore idol..including me..but not to an extent orite..haha..its a killer if one gets too gila bout this thingy...afterall we are all beings with different ability and fame.haha.there she goes again..darn..orite..mmm...pledgy will took place now.once pledgy took place.there ends my dear entry.hur hur hur.no big deal.no one cares.i pledge to all citiens of bloggerians,"i pledge to remain silent till mom comes back home."..feeling melo is a killer..au revoir.

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

its a killer.sweetness.woke up..get ready and met my dearest bibik.bibik liza.haha.met her ard 1015am in the mrt..and we head off to dhoby ghaut...catching a movie..pirates of the carribean...before that...went to get food..ya i mean..real food..i ate nasi lemak..she ate her lontong.haha.madness.she was soo funny and happening giler.haha.we chat..talk and gossip.yea.den yada yada...after food..watch movie..in the movie..was like,"eh betul ke this is the cinema?"..i was like kanchiong uh..scared salah..always kanchiong..bibik spent me the movie tickets and the food...urgh..shudnt have..but well..yup.thankew bik.inside movie theatre...ratna was msging..bout the chalet..and i cudnt talk much..was in movie..den..aisha called.haha.go malaysia!..i lebiu malaysia.haha..yup..funny thing was..i got a anonymous msg saying,"eh aku tau kau kat hospital..mkn ubat smua jgn lupa k?"..and i was like,"wat?"..i show bibik..and we both like.."nnyahahahaah".that kind of reaction is..haha.fun fun and more fun happening.haha.den after the movie..bibik with her craziest idea..she suggest go eat swensen and i was like,"ehhhhhh.jom."..haha.excited like a loser.haha.i ate..choc malt i tink..forgot uh..we ate again.madness.i was full.soon everything's done..the talk the stuff..we took taxi to geylang!!reach there..we ate again.mini murtabak..at my mom's shop.aww.lovely.all food ard..bought rojak cina..ate again..went home with bik liza..den meet up with raket at tanah merah.darn..haha.i was like taking the train myself..i mean to such an extent..alone?..never wud imagine..called raket and i was like,"eh..yada yada"..she knows wat im blabbering.i was lost like duh.haha..den hungry for that darn fren.she went cavana.and i was like..oki..i eat again.madness..bought two piece of chicken wings..small..urgh.wasted my moneh..well..just..its ok la..walk ard at pasir ris mall for few mins..we bought hotdog cheese..aww.i like..haha..pasir ris beach was where we idiots went.water breaker the place.yada yada.nice place.had a sec of peace.haha...den went back home..before that i bought mc chicken.haha.this time.its a real idiot.crazie.ate like none cares.nobody cares either.haha...den went back home.finally.called.i was hepi.i mean..its been a week..so..thankew..mm..so well.tired.exhausted.todae have been a blessed.i pledge to eat without no sympathy.au revoir

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

madness..of all things ive blogged in..i dint update wen i met imran ajamain?....no big deal..but ppl with talents are always respected in all sense..like mayuni omar..darn...haha...geeez..few days back went to dhoby ghaut with my darn fren..even tho she was pdk's..but she walk rather fast..and efficiently ..left me all alone at the back..walking alone is much more peacefull neways.haha..was like walking den suddenly saw imran and i shouted,"eh imran ajamain!!"..and he turned and wave at me.gheeez.he smiled.sweetness.gals nowadays~~~im lucky tohave met u..awww..urgh.just shh plz...yada yada...from the world shaking to some earthquake due to some heavy weight ppl suddenly teh world stops with butterflies running in the head...i mean..isnt it like a "wow" thingy..met some tv ppl..?yar no biggie for some being who met artists..but they are not me..im not them..so plz being's..dunt try to lay down a finger and differentiate me and others.only my mom can do that..but itupon only to a certain extent orite?..ghaghagha..so out of boredom...i mean..killing my time..wrote somethings again.another usp of mine.its of wat one's tot..yada yada..and so here it goes:-

title:-tired

they keep making noise
which is of no joy..
they keep on fighting
which isnt exciting..
im always writing..
but there isnt any sense of accomplishing..

come again..
another day
for which i dunt wish to obey..
its soo sick in the brain..
and i realise i'd soon decay
,"grrr" was wat in sense of me..
,"yada yada" how i wish i can flee..
wud u parents just stop ur blaberring..
it affects every sense of my feeling..

well im here to share my deepest inquisitions
coz wat left of me is just an unidentified position.

yeap..understanding it or not..no one bothers aite?..haha..i mean..u may just restart ur comp if u tend to puke after reading it..or mayb u can just extend ur fingerrrs...peress the close button if u feel like critisizing..haha..fingeehh..hur hur hur..my pledge..i need to do my pledge,"i pledge to rot till time do me even"..till time syg..krekrekrere..wat the heaven was that about?..im just kinky for the moment..no puking plz..i dunt serve plastic bags for blogging.orite orite..mm..wat else..wat else suE?..orite.she had no idea no more.thats it.my pledge?!..yar..,"i pledge to rot with a sweet effect?".haha.au revoir.

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

years and years of my own..pain in the eye struck me...first came with a fever...till now it is dreading me.its a killer.eyes hurting uh.am i gonna do this by myself?..haha.flash back time...no updates from previous life..i mean previous day..whatsoanything..mmm..well nobody wants to get hurt....haha..wait up..im blabbering..orite..mmmmm...few days back..went to esplanade with one darn fren..drag me all along..walk a distant....cruel.reach mac donald and was like..heaven.sweetness...nite after..chat with my dearest bibik liza.haha..damn..long time dint chat over the phone..once started..all excited.haha...coming this tues..im sure to watch wayang with her.hee..geez...eveeryything is a murder lately...the next day..help my mom with her stall...and she peeling off the onions and my eyeballs go willy wonka.dunt ask me why.eyes are just finding fault these freaking week...yada yada..im just in no mood to update...1 week gonna past in 24/7 hours time.well..1 week more...and there goes....my hols..isnt it a bit too fast?..kinda..never i expected...i went this far..haha..sue..plz do?..i mean..plz ?..a min silent..?haha.i feel missing.tweet tweet.haha.sometimes..i feel that the wall is dispersing..the leaves are breaking..and the glass is whistling.i saw a murder down the lane.no one notice.no one hears anything.to a sudden.the world just turn 360 ol way degrees turn.deaf.they were deaf......urgh.nothing gets out of my head.nvm.let me do my pledge..,"i pledge to remain silent for all thats left is only u me and theirs."....au revoir.

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

my sleep was disturbed.i woke up in the most not wanting condition.eyes hurt with watery effect.body ache like none cares.this is wat we say the "aftermath of the happenings in the nite events."grrr.yesterday nite went to bed as early as 11.30..talked to my sis...den she wanted to sleep..so its a bore.went out of the room..get some bread and eat..den went in my room trying to sleep..den went out again..i ate ice creaaam..went in the room again asking myself to sleep.and as per norma.i failed..i mean i failed myself by not sleeping..isnt it darn?urgh..so yada yada..called raket up..talk to her..den few minutes after that..i heard my dad out of his room..and i was like..,"brb brb"..and ya.parents fighting like kids.it doesnt make sense u see...father is angry with mother becoz my mom is on da phone with bik liza..and he was like so..worked up ?!!....and i went out of my room..sit and look at them...my mom on my left dad on the right..im in the middle..looking..stoopid reasons of fighting makes me puke..disaster.lil things fight.father is being unreasonable by giving his temper.i mean..who and what was he thinking and make noises in the middle of the nite?...finding fault without no strong reasons..its like..yar i do know he is ageing..menopausing ..well whatever shiats he is going thru..but..he is being very not rite in da brain.i mean this is not speaking ill of my own dad..but i mean hell who cares ...the fact that they are affecting my sleep is one thing oredi!!whoever cares..i dunt bother that much anymore..its like a routine and yada yada...i love my mom.haha.orite.im crapping like none other..later on got to help my mom with her cookies.im soo gonna help her again this time round..had a chat with my mom..we talked and laugh..but ending up sleeping.thats our hobbie.erk..haha.btw i realise this entry is being emo.darn.haha..well typed oredi..so not deleeeting it...so just bear with me..i mean..you dunt have to bear with me..its my blog neways..so shiats off the screen orite?..haha.now im in a headache mode.soon im goona be in a explosive mode.boom ting tong siaw la lu.haha...orite.my pledge..i pledge to all citizens of bloggerians..,"i pledge to all beings not to wake up even if u shout at me ear,cuz im not listeeeningggg."..thats a killer.haha...au revoir

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Monday, July 10, 2006

todae blogging is real with fiction action no characters were involve except me and the gagak aka chaplin aka belo.one more thing..the two characters used to be "no nail kid"..i mean one of the characters..and not used to be la..until now also..hahah..this is fun raket!! lets start something diff todae..mm..this entry going to start with a....with a...smile...=) erk...tadaaa..haha.diam uh sue...dint had a good sleep.before that had a conversation with that badminton..so i put a bet with her..one dollar..darn..i slept at 2am plus in the morning...den ard 2am plus plus...raket was like..,"france scored one goal!!"..i was like,"italie will win."..she dint trust me one bit.haha.wat a fren idiot.den ard 4 am plus plus plus in the morning..i msg raket..who win?..she msg saying that,"yada yada...captain kena kick uh.."..and i was like,"apa siot?.."..and i msg back,"italie will win."..haha...and yeap..went ard 5.30am.received a msg..sweetness.erk.1 week is killer..well..grrr.its okie...yada yada..yarr..woke up again..raket dint tell me who won..darn...irritating sia..and i was like..woke up..jump off the bed..while my father reading the newspaper..i was like disturbing him and asked him who won..but well asked the wrong person..my dad hates soccer..so i was still in "wondering mode"..so..called faizah!...my darlz..haha...erk but she dint answer the phone..faiz picked up the call...and i say..,"err..sori sori wrong number.."and faiz was like,"sue eh?..faizah dint bring hp to sch todae.."..and i was like.."ok,bye."...1 sec after.....i called faiz and asked him who won.haha.madness.a kid with no emotion..and yaa..italie won!!!..haha.i won the bet.shud have bet more..yada yada..i noe i noe!!sinful..i noe la.shaddap uh ..madness..the process of knowing who won for this soccer thingy takes me a decade...the reason why..was because,"the no nail kid gone silent".grrr.get prepared going to far east..with who else..yar yar..she was late..well..nvm..im always late for other outings neways...krekrkekrke...walk ard.just cudnt find the rite sneakers.frustrating but who cares..the best part..far east to cineileisure.tiring uh walk walk..we went cathay?!..watch "havoc" movie..ya.wen to cathay..as a customer this time round..we chose couple seat!!..haha.the seat was damn spacious..and at the end..that gagak took one whole couple seat to herself..and i took one couple seat for myself..i saw eve.haha.darn.luckily not evelynn.if it was her...i wud have ...have keep quiet uh.wat do u expect?pull her no fringe hair?..no way..so oily..disgusting arh ok u evelynn!!haha..movie ended.that belo wants to walk to plaza sing...so ya..followed uh..wat else.haha...den went hougang mall..beef kway teow.geez...went home..to 74 bus..packed so suddenly..i tot monday night suppose to be like..no ppl?..den this aunty was like..yada yada..talk bout china la..talk bout buy house la..talk bout go canada la..but at the end..she was like asking her fren,"where is the mrt uh?"..i was like..darn..stoopid sia..canada,china noe how to go..mrt dunno where?..and i was like,"one more stop..."..den she was like,"thankew hor..at night very dark cannot see"..and i was like..anything uh..as if i care she cant see at nite..concern a bit only la..i got this soft spot for ,"lost aunties" uh.haha...i mean..like poor thing uh sumtimes...but sue..just shuddarrp ok?..haha....i feel sick actually now..fever i suppose?..must have been the evelynn curse?..hahahah..grr....i pledge to all citizens of bloggerians,"i pledge counting the days till its over."..au revoir

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

...woo.hie?..geez..its like im new to my blog..i got to say hi?..awkward..my comp screen now turns to purple..madness..soon it go bonkers..grrr.i told my mom i need a new comp..and she went,"cit cut yada yada blaber blabber poot poot..yanking and fullstop."..thats y..thats the reason why i gave up long ago.haha.its not easy earning money.but..forget the buts and just blog sue!!.bising uh..soon i got to do dreamweaver..photoshop..i need to experiment and stuff..two more weeks to school and i need to do even better that the IA....mm..now my screen turns red.haha.im updating colours of my comp screen...darn..behind every stories lies a story..u see wat i mean..its like..for a simple example..u trip over a rock and fell down..becoz there lies another prospect of stories..becoz u were bz chatting with ur fren while talking and u fell down...haha..orite..im crapping like none other.....grrr..orite..todae thingy of a normal kid lives..she woke up.early morning..asleep..sweetness..the feeling of real sleep..and tadaa..shout between two parent.madness.fight over used oil?..for the frying stuffs..yada yada..cant be bothered as much..mom went to work.had maggie for breakfast..den father keep asking u want mee rebus.?do u want kentang ball?..im sooooo sooo sick of those food.so no thanx father..wat i do was..roast the bread..eat it with margarine.sweetness..den..comp was sickly ill..so i went to sleep.hee.weather's perfect.bed was calling.so she goes to sleep.krekrkekrke.while sleeping..father was like,"sleep properly..later ur leg pain ..yada yada.."even in sleep there's rules.used.haha.tomorow is monday..then tuesday..wed..thurs and fri.times two.den sch reopen.haha.there comes again..welcome new misery...im sure gonna be projects..big events coming and am looking forward..i was reading the berita harian..and bout this popular dude..his name is mawi.eew.but well..he want to putus tunang...and about siti getting engage with datuk K.i mean yaarr..its a celebrity thingy..fenomena..i mean its a thing uh..wat they call gossips and all..but opinion are opinions.its like wat in heaven are they up to..?..datuk k?..mawi?..darn.madness.yada yada..mm..nowmy screen go blinking blinking..like the raya lamps..i mean..this comp is playing hard to get u see.if u want to get dead..get dead.dunt be alive..and i got to..suffer with all those unfucntioning programs in the comp.urgh..actually i dunno whats the purpose of the blogging for todae..but it feels so cramp if i dunt type my thing for todae.haha..i mean...uh nvm...pledge..i need to do my pledge before my blog ends..i pledge to all citizens of bloggerians,"i pledge to get prepared before my comp goes..ding dong..woosh.blackout.grrrr"..haha..no ..tats not my pledge for todae,"i pledge to listen for all were given was ears created."au revoir

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

heaven..or shall i say..sweetness?haha..erk i mean...my comp screen used to be in yellow now it turns to red..and in time to come..my comp will be dead.in any moment..and well i believe God decide to let one go wen its time..wen one got to go..dey got to go....hur hur hur..for this comp..its time for me to depart with you sweetness.. becoz we cant tally anymore..ure windows 98..and now im into..windows Xp..im sori..i found a new one....haha..wat the fish was all that about..its jus a comp sue!!..darn..yada yada...since my comp is like this..dint motivate me as much to live.haha..i mean..i cant do this..cant do that..its partly of me you see...well anything..i need to find a job..talking about job...yesterday cathay sent me letter..tot it was wad..but just the payment slip...whatever uh cathay.i oredi told u..,"goodbye cathay,welcome eng wah?"..masih tak reti2 lagi?..grrr..miss those loads of ppl there..met sandra..and i was like..hey..and she asked me,"eh u not working oredi?"..told her i got sacked..den she told me..,"alvin also kena sacked."..so basically the theory is..,"cathay loves to hire and sacked their staffs"..so i feel that,"im used"..darn...its ok..i'd face it somehow or rather..but its 2 months now im off that cathay..but i dunt get over it..HE knows why..mm..bingo and why..erk...yada yada..watched re-cycle yesterday,sweetness.but the story was disastrous.i laugh and i comment...i laugh again i complain...show was bad...ending up talking..make noise...and was like saying,"i tink org blakang mesti da bingit"...first ghost stories dint make any sense out of we ppl who watch it..hur hur hur...im not on my cloud nine..but im glad that it is fruitful after two yrs of fighting,sweetness,friction among us,den its finally moving on leaving me with no doubt... thankew very nice _ _ _..yada yada......"29 june was a start".."8 july was a 'recycle' "jubilee.7pm.sweetness.yada yada..dandi and dindo....haha.talk and laugh was all that matters.most important is to have fun.haha.its funny wen ppl look u differently.darn.i hate the society that bad till it corrodes.grr..and yeap 1 week is a killer.....till time do us even....but no one's at fault..sweet momento let it play and everything wont be a killer ..haha.gila arh kau sue...potong kepala uh!!...i pledge to all citizens of bloggerians,"i pledge to be fine till time reveal all sweetness"..this computer is killing me to the maximussss!..grrr..au revoir.

suhaili @ Saturday, July 08, 2006 | comment link here

heaven..or shall i say..sweetness?haha..erk i mean...my comp screen used to be in yellow now it turns to red..and in time to come..my comp will be dead.in any moment..and well i believe God decide to let one go wen its time..wen one got to go..dey got to go....hur hur hur..for this comp..its time for me to depart with you sweetness.. becoz we cant tally anymore..ure windows 98..and now im into..windows Xp..im sori..i found a new one....haha..wat the fish was all that about..its jus a comp sue!!..darn..yada yada...since my comp is like this..dint motivate me as much to live.haha..i mean..i cant do this..cant do that..its partly of me you see...well anything..i need to find a job..talking about job...yesterday cathay sent me letter..tot it was wad..but just the payment slip...whatever uh cathay.i oredi told u..,"goodbye cathay,welcome eng wah?"..masih tak reti2 lagi?..grrr..miss those loads of ppl there..met sandra..and i was like..hey..and she asked me,"eh u not working oredi?"..told her i got sacked..den she told me..,"alvin also kena sacked."..so basically the theory is..,"cathay loves to hire and sacked their staffs"..so i feel that,"im used"..darn...its ok..i'd face it somehow or rather..but its 2 months now im off that cathay..but i dunt get over it..HE knows why..mm..bingo and why..erk...yada yada..watched re-cycle yesterday,sweetness.but the story was disastrous.i laugh and i comment...i laugh again i complain...show was bad...ending up talking..make noise...and was like saying,"i tink org blakang mesti da bingit"...first ghost stories dint make any sense out of we ppl who watch it..hur hur hur...im not on my cloud nine..but im glad that it is fruitful after two yrs of fighting,sweetness,friction among us,den its finally moving on leaving me with no doubt... thankew very nice bob..this is for my own,"29 june 06 was a start".."8 july was a 'recycle'"jubilee.7pm.orite.im done..yada yada..danda and dindo..stoopid uh....haha.talk and laugh was all that matters.most important is to have fun.haha.its funny wen ppl look u differently.darn.i hate the society that bad till it corrodes.grr..and yeap 1 week is a killer.....till time do us even....but no one's at fault..sweet momento let it play and everything wont be a killer ..haha.gila arh kau sue...potong kepala uh!!...i pledge to all citizens of bloggerians,"i pledge to be fine till time reveal all sweetness".au revoir.

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

day clashed.sweetness.im on hols and my mom not working todae.she cooked steak meal for da family.hur hur hur...finsihed the meal.i told my mom that i picked her white hairs for her.it suppose to be a lie uh.all i wanted was a hug from her.haha.so lied her for that.no lies no gain?darn..haha..so initially plan to make kuehs with her..planned all smoothly..but ended up sleeping ..and my mom chatting away with obek siti on da phone.so yada yada...got up..prepare myself meeting kuching soon at bishan.catch a movie.madness.ouh ya..tdoae my mom and dad wedding anniversary.21 years of being together like none cares.haha.i mean..those wars happening in the house..those grrr.haha.sweetness.well life has been kind for the past few hours.erk i nearly fall while climbing the stairs.darn.haha..nah.its ok.im not dead neways.orite.i pledge to the citizens of all bloggerians,"i pledge to eat hotdogs with mayo?".haha.orite.au revoir

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

been having weird dreams lately.scares me off to its maximus cud bring me.comes to me.repent i shud be.i mean,i shud b repenting.erk.madness.well life is too short...the end is never far.au revoir

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

yad yad away morning.hearing birds chirping the sunrise of a sweet sun streaming in..wat a lovely day.haha.usually storybook starts off their story that kinda fake scenery uh?haha..feel like doing that for my blog todae tho.haha.but ouh well,u see in real life..based on a fiction story like mine,the moment i turn to my left,i will see my sister sleeping means snoring.and wen i look up the ceiling i saw the fan being switched off...and i will start my day off,"father switch on the fan back!!!".getting up,laze ard,hungry per norma.that is real story.haha.madness uh?..

den another go of a fake movies always shown--its like this.their will be two characters for this script.Husband and Wife..whut else?..even if its not husband and wife..the characters shud be about hero and heroin..or mayb..a lover's idiot.romeo and juliet that kinda?..and even in Xmen..i dunno wats his name..but it shows this guy likes this woman?..for goodness sake.Xmen show uh..haha.even Superman?!..can u imagine how Love is so strong?nyahahahhaha.im blabbering.orite orite..the actual fact i wrote bout this is because,'suhaili never been bz'.haha.

im on my hols.so..no doubt,im taking advantage of my own hols.i got some things to achieve this hols.

firstly,loose wt?neh.gave up on that long time ago.haha.every yr without fail,i lie to my self each time about loosing wt?haha.so this time round.no more lies sue.haha

orite..firstly im gonna clean my closet,cabinets,drawess for my new sem.i mean new reopening of sch uh.
secondly, do my website.title:- Unidentified StoriesPoetries.
thirdly,spent money till the death of me inclusive of eating,slacking,and yea..rotting of coz.
.thats all for this hols.and ouh ya..to get my kain..for this raya.baju raya.so in teh mood to raya.wat colours of kain shud i get?..ala ala..anything uh sue.byk ckp uh kau.erk...*suhaili walks away....

yad yad away..actually im here to blog about todae lar suue..wah piang eh su..kk..woke up from no direction.one sane human called.i was like,"who the hell call.."that kinda feeling.grab my fone and yup.an idiot.haha.atika.krekrkekre.she suspected that i woke up late so she give me a call.erk.madness. i tink her mutant skills are getting better.need to catch with this "no nail kid".darn.i searched my mom..tot she went off oredi..but she's in toilet.early morning ask my mom for money.god.sue ure no life kid.haha.ask money in da morning?!..no wrong wat rite..i just got sacked.haha.dunt blame me.blame that idiots.those cina customer.darn.i told my mom im going to polyclinic want to get my inhaler for asthma..and my mom was like so kecoh and ,"eh go get for my coughing syrup for me"..and i was like..there she goes..yada yada..and my father who is smoking sitting on that wooden chair keep asking,"where u going? like 100 times.nah im lying.i mean umpteen times?..argh..and i was like..,"polyclinic larrr?"..and he was like,"ouhok.."den he start talking again..waking my sis up to accompany me go to polyclinic!!..initially he wants to follow??!..aww.so sweet.how he loves me so much but arghhhhhhhhhhh.i feel like running when he is like that.darn doreiro.grrr.at times..i feel i had a doraemon with me.queu up get stuff..medicine..doctor nag at me for not taking the brown inhaler ..not nag la..advice i shall say..she's better off than that short doc.grrr.after all this blabbering that raket need to like..release the nature call of all time?!..damn.then this bangla were like..looking..and im like alone.sian.haha.even at polyclinic..humans are at the verge of death still want to look at me?!..stoopid...ate kway teow at banquet .not that nice.i paid 3 bucks for that u chef.haha.went home.standard reaction.im sleepy.haha.slept till my eyes are healthier?nyahahaha.goreng my fries..boil my hotdogs..baked again the pizza.walla.and yea.sweetness.food.i had a great dinner.thats all for today.this is wat happen if i dunt talk.i start to blaber defeating all aunties ard this singapore.i mean.i shud let go of things from my brain before it gets..burst.i pledge to all citizens of bloggerians,"i pledge to kill bangla without signals".nyahahahaha.hur hur hur.au revoir

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

1st july.the bowen band at its lead.another new journey of the younger batch.hopes are thrashed once again.we knew it.and ive guessed as much.nothing new to expect but a glimpse of hope,yea of coz i hold...well its ok.its like a feeling of a dry tissue that soaked in a buble soap.dampened.this thingy ...this entry is not about one emo kid telling her shitty thots..its just one's tot .grrr.haha.orite orite.im back from the syf thingy.im gonna yada yada about my last past memo of myself in band.haha.erk..i mean..sweetness u see.with me keep falling on the field due to being clumsy and those,"semangat" want to act act twirl very fast...but haha.krekrkekre.keep on falling due to ,"i want to run fast" attitude..ending up falling cuz the field is wet..and my white bermudas is polluted.darn.keep on falling due to "can get up" after doing some bending down gimmicks and i told arwahnya that the floor is slippery despite the hot sun killing my skin off.haha...madness.and reading the score asking syafiq,"eh this is B flat or..." in actual fact i dunno wats that note...haha..stoopid uh sue..haha...flashing back of wats written back then is sweet of cuz.haha...wen u miss someone,"everyone resembles him"....ironic isnt it..well well..now im in diff par of coz...dey say life moves on?..darn.i hate that sentence.get away uh from that stoopid line..i mean its like..i noe uh life goes on and stuff..but its like..my wish uh..i want to blabber bout my past..my wish uh if i want to yada yada about i saw a kid playing kite yesterday..its like..eh..my wish uhhhhh.grrrrrr...orite..so..wats next..yea.batch were combined.3 generation of underdog kind of stuff..one more..i wanna say bout my yesterday thingy..bout photography..went to esplanade.and i was taking this moon snap..it turns to be a shooting star alike?..haha..and i was like,"rathna!!!..heee"..den i go to this ice cream uncle seller..showing him this pic saying,"eh uncle..see i take a pic of shooting star"..and he was like,"dunt lie lar..camera trick one lar.."so cinaa..haha..den i was like..nooo..serius..haha and he was like..,"eh newfoundglory"..becuz im wearing a tee on newfoundglory..den i was like,"eh apa nie uncle?"..haha..that uncle is cool..and there another existing uncle saying about,"eh take boat uh..10bucks only"..and i reply..,"10 bucks only?can buy me 2 meal of kfc meal sia"..and he was like,"dunt tink about food only lar".i was like,"wat?..my wish la.."..den this boat uncle promote his boat thingy again and i whisper to him,"ur boat will sink"..nyahahaha.. sweetcorn it is...i mean the esplanade..the places....all were so fine there..i mean like...uhm...wat the fish..its like heavenly hell uh....its like..earthy feeling.kk.diam uh sue...im hungry..and..yep...somebody listening?..im hungry uhh..done now.i pledge to the citizens of bloggerian,"i pledge to support justice till time make its way"...orite.till time do us even.au revoir.

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