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Sunday, May 28, 2006

only today,i had the soul to blog it all in.typical days may passed.but misery has covered me up.the pass few days its a like a bunch of black clouds running coming towards me.that is the feeling.madness it is.i was sitting at the comp on thurs nite..after sch..at home..after seeing my sister out coz she is going malaysia for a day or two..i went took a shower,switch on tv and computer..called raket up and talk some crap shiats of typical phone-er..and it was like..9.40pm..and i was like,"raket i want to watch cerita cine,later i call u back."..and a msg from rasyidah saying that,"suhaili kau kena fire tau..."..wat in a world was that?..den i was like kinda of shocked tremendously..i called rasyidah up..and she explain to me everything.the reason was becoz i dint explain to a customer wat is "the voice" is all about.i dint explain wat show is all about?..a customer...a customer killed my position.wats worse was..the email was being printed out and was put up at cathay notice board for show.there was a description and my name on it.cruel.that customer and these kinda of ppl only knows how to complain and has no other things to do and only put other ppl into misery.im not supporting myself for this.i may be wrong.i may give poor service.but im improving it here now and then while working.unless i shout or being rude to customer,i dunt mind being sacked.but this is practically about that?...well.shiats of life.to ppl who watch movies out there,know wat u wan to watch before going to watch the movie.dunt be a stupid loser asking the people who sells tickets.the reason why becoz we dunt watch it.the only solution out is to let operator be the ticketing seller?arent u customers dumb or sick in da brain?madness.no life.gdbye CATHAY.deep inside still,i dunt accept being the fact.no other humans are in any position to judge who am i.there.thats it orite.yea.other jobs awaits.but for now.lets take some steps back uh aite.well its ok la.nothing to mourn about.its another journey of shiats in life.from now lets welcome new misery,new life.for now since nothing.let me enjoy ite to the maximum.its not that bad afterall after i met my frens there.haha.so to the citizens of bloggers and real world readers,i pledge to receive new misery.".they were cruel.
au revoir.

suhaili @ Sunday, May 28, 2006 | comment link here

Saturday, May 20, 2006

aha..great..ive just type a paragraph..and the comp goes willy wonka with me..madness...its true..life is sick.haha.wat did i type just now.it suppose to be my diariee.haha.where"s the original?..ouh blog dunt deny.u took my words w/o any sympathy.shiats of life.urgh...orite orite.start afresh aite.erk..ok..im gonna summarise it.i woke up at 12:11.haha.thats it.keh keh keh.something comes to me now...haha..shud write in somewhere..where else not here...mm..here it goes-..ive seen the real meaning..to the chore of wat's written..wats beneath a man..lies a child...well..i dunt see the truth behind their lies..reasonings are made..thats where lies came about..dunt see the end to anything,ending happens not on ur will..its just i'd have seen the end before we begun..shud be feeling quilty or dissapointed...but not a necessity,that's a fake..ppl fake themselves up,to escape being shot by a stung of bees..orite.haha.thats it.may not make sense.madness.well i do understand wat i wrote.mayb not u,the reader coz ure one damn loser.haha.its all about being "black".sometimes..in anything u do,is not to undersand..instead just to listen.sincerely heard,u get wat it means a sec before.madness.well..todae is not to keep blabberring bout myself.no big deal out of it..do something sick makes u hepi.do something wise makes u straight."so to the citizens of bloggers,i pledge to be insane"come to think of it..e only way to colour up ur life is thru misteri.nyeh nyeh nyeh...orite.au revoir.

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

ola..haha..erk ..been long..dint update..haha..bz..cehbah..well here is a quote,"suhaili never been bz"..trust me..its just that..haha..firstly my comp is seriusly sick..and secondly im lazy to update cuz its the same routine everyday except diff surroundings?..get me..haha..mm..so lately been skooling..ppl are fine.great bunch of ppl.madness.sakit otak.haha..well i got to study physics again.haha.retribution for hating physics soo much.wat goes ard comes ard..is that how the quote suppose to be?....my shiats of life have start again.madness.ooo heaven.haha...why i update todae's blog cuz ive no sch for today.heard news that whole ite simei staff vote for PAP,so there's holiday?..ouh shiats...doesnt make sense..but well...just go with it la uh..basically at 11 am jus now..shahila msg me up ...i was like..,"is she dreaming?"..i mean..out of a POPsudden msg..its like..haha.nvm.den i was like,"shahila u sent msg to wrong person?"...den she was like,"NO SUhailiiii..i dream of u"..haha..aww.bittersweet that is.haha.she said i was to go abroad with faizah and raket i guess..den nureen and shahila was there to sent me off...and the best part..i got a big house and a mAID?!..haha.madness...mm..den after the msging part..mardhiah called me.haha..its like..all in a row...haha.that is wat we call,"typical made nature"..seriusly...wen one started contacting u..all will contact u..once everything seem so blank..all go silent.haha..shiats of life uh....yup..many things needs to be done but hey suhaili has always been a slack.need to get out of it somehow..but hehe...lately my mother keep going to geylang..she rent a shop..yea..that is..so its not like last time oredi..she's out to work..im out to sch..go home..she's either asleep or talking over the phone..but well..i dunt mind as long we do fight..haha..erk..shiats of life...mm..wat else new..wat else seem so new now..ouh ya..ive just eaten kfc..todae..haha..a fast one..delivery..haha..orite..nothing that inspire for now..but some week back..while working at B1..haha..was all alone...another staff have not come yet..so i write a few short poetry..here it goes..

its fading
i see
its going
does..
how am i to decide
wen all seems so empty?

deciding to leave
all that i hope to believe
it seems to kill
since i keep
its starting afresh
ppl telling me
but a matter of fact
human is just so sick.

blank paper
just like a brain
i dint know then
but they were just like a drain
humans of nature
are just one creature
that i just hate
to be part of the mother 'nature."

p/s...heh..it suppose to be a vulgar instead of "nature"..yea..but nope.not in my blog.haha.just telling intention ..haha.madness

yesterday
i had white chocolate
taste nice but if feels hurt
buble tea was wat intended
but the service grew to be unexpected
raket was there to be eye witness
wat lies behind the truth
you may ask her.

p/s..nyahhaha..things happen like shiats.accept it but irritated.
..mm..thats all about it..4 short poetry to be finger counted.nothing to be of choice but just to keep in track wat ive been doing lately.who knows..there is a "history of the amj kid"?haha..or mayb history of a anak jalanan loser?"..or even..a histroy of a "dreams unfulfillied kid"..haha..just imagining..

......todae is friday.tomorow is saturday.haha..apa nie..da start arh nie..da agak arh nie..suhaili sakit otak.heh.
so to the nation and citizens of bloggies..i pledge to log off since ive nothing to say much.hereby...au revoir

suhaili @ Thursday, May 18, 2006 | comment link here

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

new misery.no words cud describe.im tired.simply tired.au revoir.

suhaili @ Wednesday, May 03, 2006 | comment link here

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

yep.it was.a NEW MISERY.just get wat i mean.after feeling and breathing due to suffocation of mly community,to keep it short after the whole thingy of sch~smirk~...i became myself again.i was like in a box which dunt turn left or rite cuz its not me.ya forgot i met raket.haha.that xmen gal.raket if ure reading this,
"XMEN is a disgust."one more time pal,"xmen is a disgussssssst."..orite.im done.it takes sum time to adapt.but hell who cares.im there for a purpose.no more time to like..,"hey..hi."..haha.ive had them.i mean them.so...watever shiats is...well.well.........urgh.its a dreading journey.one end to another.serve me right tho.haha.nanny poo poo to u sue.haha.erm no more of this.i wanna .......orite.haha.au revoir,a revi deci~

suhaili @ Tuesday, May 02, 2006 | comment link here

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