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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

make a meal and threw it up on sunday ive got lotsa things to learn said that iw asnt enough...before my heart starts to burn..so whats the matter with you?seeing me something new..dunt u noe.. i need more time juz to make things rite..wooooo..you come and go away..nobody knows the way its gonna be..that is ...lyrics from oasis..miss a bit here and there..but hell...its my blog..

today..i woke up at 6.30..imagine that.?im late for school..things was rushed up..but then i wasnt late..while going to sch i saw mdm yanti..board the bus with her on the way to sch...orite...smooth day...element music is on da background now.. the title is isyarat..nice song..deep meaning...went for the mly course...in da afternoon jus now...other sch came by for the course also..pierce sec,st margarets..guanyang..hougang sec..those skools..the course is meaningful..i get it..hope get better grades..god willing..insyallah..before went home..sit ard the canteen with alleycat,dzulhilmi aka skin cancer..wahahaha....n some of the mly classmates la..den after eating some refreshments we got home...when i got home..jus as expected..im sleeping....den woke up take a shower and stuff den watch tv..and jannah called me..bla bla bla..we put down the phone..n ya im here..heh..k...bilang saja kalau gue anak band!!!!!..wahahaha......jgn mimpi dlm aksi..jgn biar tanpa rasa..jgn malu..bilang saja......bilang saja kalau gue anak band!!..thats a song indonesia song from dream band collobration-anak band. adious.

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

orite..today is tuesday..another day thats...easy...erm past few days dint really blog it all up..wasnt in the mood.....had geo test..based on map...holla heaven i noe nuthing..hmm..somebody is trying to act cool in my new class..wonder why..ure no big person hello?ure just borrowing our class name..damn...wahahahaha...some mole~~~~ive been not doing anything basically nuthing...tomorow is yet another day...haiz...yea yesterday heard there is a earth quake..aisha told me she feels it..woo...then jus now go sch with mdn yanti n zahidah...then mdm yanti was like asking me would i visit ehr funeral if she passed away..i said...ya of coz...den she asked how much money would i want to give her..i said not money..just prayers wud do..wahahaha..budget that is called...joan im so so sori dint go band ya..man i feel damn bad..but i tink u noe wats stopping me..lotsa things..nvm bout that...i tink im ending here...till next time orite...adious

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

its been long ive been not updating my blog..so much things happen..well its over...more upcoming to come..
silent when things are said...that phrase hold me..hmm..planning to do my mly practice..i need a distinction for my mly for O levels..i really hope..i really do..k whatever it is im done n over with it...ive made up my mine...kla..no mood for this.adious

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

EMINEM LYRICS
"Mockingbird"
Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lipWhat you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a dazeI know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alrightS
tiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the nightI
know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright
It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still hereI like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neckI
'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

ya..this song..means a lot..lot lot lot..sumthings happen.yikz..listen up to dis song..yikz..has it meaning of its own..very very own..read it..take it down..deep meaning..yikz..orite..adious

suhaili @ Thursday, March 17, 2005 | comment link here

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

yikz.....suhaili!!!its been 4 days!!ure craize yet pathetic..wahahah...asal tak blaja..menyesal sey..tapi seruan nak blaja takda pun..no calling nature to study..yikz..wat u tink?u sure fail olevels unless u start now!!!waking up call suhaili..wake up....na na na naaa naaaa.....pass four days ive been slacking at home.....homeeeeeeeeeee....mak tlg..yikz.im gonna regret..u better start studying again!!!..ure not on par...hell..nooooooo...bye bye..nak blaja..ahahaa...adious

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

orite..yesterday was saturday..i did nuthing..plain play the computer earlt in da morning at 8.30am till 1.30..geez..den i do my stuffs..den i go to sleep...den i wke up..help my mother do epok-epok..it was a very simple day for me..real simple..then at nite i continue play the comp..den i woke my mother up becos she need to pack her epok2..so help her again..den i go to sleep..tts all happen in a plain real simple saturday..ehehehe

today is sunday..i am beggin my mother for 18 bucks to buy my hi card..ahahaha..today i get my day more complicated i guess..i will do my 50 mind maps for my mly homeowrk...not all of it..maybe by today i do 20 mindmaps..only for mly...den i will coloured up my day...i feel like going out..but dunno where to actualie..ya n now cik simah my neighbour came my house bring her cucu...her grandson i mean..god he is so shy..so cuteeeee...eez..he hide my neighbour blouse..the butterfly shirt..ahahah.....so cute la he..4 yrs old...big built tho..n jus now was picking my mother white hair..intending to get some tips from here..ahaa.i disturbed my sister jus now..just being an irritating pest for a while....well..ait today n tts it...i hope i spent it well...ait..adious

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Friday, March 11, 2005

yikz..yesterday got back my results...i did real real bad..geez..its always tt..heh...it oredi at nite..talk ard with my frens..n comparing hu got the worst..yea nice..actualie while waiting for my results..i walk ard da whole canteen disturbing ppl..i told shawn mom that she was pretty not like those aunties..eheh..den i go to asiha mom..talk for a whie..erm ya aisha bro is so cute..he's just 7..aww..anahah..hmm salam mak faizah..aiyaa..loads of things happen..den when its shawn turn to see mdm ida lim..instead of mdm lim tell compliments to shawn mother i was the one whick is like,"auntie..see?ur son is smart..haiya..so smart"n she just went laughing not tt laughter..but a giggle ar ppl say..dunnola..hmm..den went back home alone..geez its only 8.30pm..but u noe la bowen area..very creepy..went home alone..it was so dark...damn..dark but still can see la..waited for da bus like 15mins?i have patience u see..heh...got home n took a new built lift..finally...heh..ya ait today...hmm..i feel like going out..but hey ive got not money...not a cent is with me..heh..broke~~~..well i want to go out.go out?or nope?wat ever it is..im done with this.adious

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

sehari bersamamu
begitu cepat berlalu
tak terasa larut mlm aku harus pulang..
tapi kau harus tau..
aku punya diriku utnukmu
ku tau perasaanku lewat mata mu..
tawaku..
biarkanlah ku nikmati cintaku..
saat yg indah untuk ku lupakan...
ouh separuh jiwa terimalah aku apa adanya..
akankah kau cinta sebelum aku pulang
tapi kau harus tau..
artinya dirimu untukku
ku tau perasaanku lewat matamu...
lantai waktu biarkanlah ku nikmati cintaku
saat yg indah syg untuk ku lupakan..

ya ait..those are the lyrics from the song dipetik from Bee voice title sebelum aku pulang..its a nice song..try downloading it..indonesia trus...

ya ait..today im tired..got home ard 8.30 pm...accompany atiqah band for her shopping...it was tiring..to sengkang..to heartland mall to hougang mall...walk all along..n today i heard news...news tt i knew all along which im trying not to noe at all....wat happens kalau mulut kita dikunci?kalau tangan dan kaki bicara?will it happen?...things happen for a reason..add on ive not being stable mind lately..todae got class tshirt..our class give it one to mr farid..i hope he appreciate the class tshirt we gave it to him..itu aja...adious.

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Monday, March 07, 2005

hie...today is monday..yikz..start with an smooth early cold day..eheeh...now listening to bhumi band song..nice..heh..erm ok back back...today i go thru the details..eheh...erm ok..chemistry lesson..i learnt sumthing on REDOX..reducing agent or sumthing like tt...did understand part of it..suddenly mr tang is not tt boring..eheh..den maths lesson..ya ait..it was fun..how time flies..i mean the period went fast..den in the middle of maths lesson..some student came our class n call some ppl to go to the dentist..all my frens were called except me..ngeh ngeh ngeh..i got all da tables by myself..eheh..k forget it..den after maths lesson finish..chum sim and i decided to go to the dentish by ourselves..since nobody call us to go..eheh..the dentist is like sumthing like a caravan..its a transport..n the transport is air contiditioned..it was nice..i check my teeth..n tt dentist doctor leave the spray water equipment in my motuh while she talk with her colleague..hell..my mouth is full with water..soon she realise it n she said sorry?after she wet my skool uniform on the first day?geez..its ok actually..it'd dry up...den went to fnn class after tt...so sori chun sim cant wait for you..ms queck has call us..ehehe....actuali we decided to wait for u mah..eheh...den go to mly class..its so stressful..i wotn say a thing bout mly class..orite..den after sch..went to pigeon hole to put the class diary thingy..arif,raket n faizah wait for me outside school...den faizah went home da other way..n i go down the hill with arif muzzain..ekrkekrk...n raket..decided to go bugis with raket to get her stuffs..krkekre...den arif has sumthing fishy..wanting tell me sumthing n its jus curry pot arif!..ish..haiz..u better keep it a secret..before tt wen i wanted to cross the road i was like..ey run got cars..den arif was like holding me back..wad da hell arif?i shud have run..in the end i stuck with him not crossing the road..den after tt bus came he rushed me to run..woah..his making me do stupid running..he was like,faster su....urgh...den we to northeast line n we got in da wrong train n we change another train to get in da correct train to our destination..bugis..den we sit down la in the mrt..den i saw this old woman was smiling all by herself..mayb she got some problems...its common..so raket was like .y sia she keep smiling?den i was like..normal la like tt...den suddenly she look at me..i smile at her la..polite gesture katekan..suddenly,tiba-tiba she stare at me like kena possessed..with her hand n leg shaking..hell..it was so scary..long stare at me..i was saying my prayers for god sake..krekrkekr...den suddenly a couple sat by her..n she stare at the couple..hell..its even craizer den she walk up n sit another place..i tink she is divorced la..den got lotsa troubles n mayb ya..its just her life tt is unlucky mayb..so sori for her..hope she get well mentally..heh...den went i got down i saw here again...man...this is even more craizer..ehehe..but nuthing happen.den i go to exchange train..den saw this woman n this woman is hanging gardenia packages n smoke pack in her bag..wahahaah..i laugh like hell..its not nice at all even tho there is a sense of art in it ar..when i laugh the indian man think im laughing at him?for goodness heaven sake..wahduh..
...den was like walking2..n i was like asking raket..bila nak sampai nih?n she say tulah kata nak jln sgt...geez.den went to bugis there ..raket wants to eat her wantan mee..crazy la she..den wanted to cross the road she was like..faster2 got car..n i was like,"oi..dunt'" scared mah vehicles knock down die u noe..den she ran first..i wss like one stupid person standing there...den i cross the road by myself..n this apek was like ushering me to sit..den i was like..waving my hand to him say its oki..he insited then i say nvm2..i laugh..make some stupid gestures at him..ahahaa...den this borther mlayu..saw i do tt n he just laugh..tts where i even laugh louder..ehehe...den raket order her wantan mee..making me jealous becos i wasnt eating..crazy her orite..the borther mlayu was asking..k nak mkn apa..n raket go one wantan mee..n i go like..erm its ok..den drink he ask me drink also duntwant?den i was like...green tea uh..ahhaha..den dunno how tt raket make jokes..stupid lame jokes..n we laugh..n another mly couple saw us n they laugh too..well laugh is contagious tho..ahaha...den we got up..n my skirt like kena blow by thw wind n atika laughed?urgh...i was like..wat sia..forget it..den go search for her things..i mean her tshirt..white tshirt n shorts for her soccer frenly tornament or sumthing ar..dunno ar..got raket stuffs..went home..while walking home..we got over a bridge..we kejar the bus again..haiz..i did lotsa running todae..atika was like..cepat su..we going to be late!!..tt kind?haiz....n ya during recess time do my t.a.f thingy..welcome to the club once again suhaili!i was trying to cheat this teacher by running 1 round instead of 2 but she knew we were lying so we just got to do another round..ehehee..well tts all in a day..nice one..but then when i got home i just keep my mouth quiet n bath,drink..n i go to sleep..den i woke up at 11..call jannah..talk bout some tbings..den i do my homework n now updating my blog..hee..ure my only blog..ehehe..orite..erm i saw ...online..suddenly gone..haiz..its ok..okila orite..tts all for now..adious.

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

hmm..yesterday was saturday but i dint go out..mentally sick..heh...just do my practice on maths...for 2 hrs..ahaha...i break the record finally...usually i cant sit still to study my maths for tt long...eventually i did it..erm den i got tired..so i rest for all the other hrs..heh..

today is sunday..its even worse i slack one whole day...hmm..i help out with my mother projek which is making epok2 with her..ehehe..its selling quite well though..murah rezeki..alhamdullilah..krekrkekre...den bik liza ,paman bat,bazli n balqis..da whole family came..heh..they broguht durians..geez..i wonder how bik liza n paman bat eat rice with durians..i tink its nice since they r used to it by eating tt way..ehehe..i ate a few ulas of durian..nice..den i ask my mom to fry the epok2..eheheh..den late at nite which is rite now..i do my journal for english..maths based on locus..sick..den my mly practice..lotsa thigns to do..i am just not organised this week!!..i dunno why..something is bothering me badly..i dunno y also..this is crazie plus some tonic of disastrous which is killing me slowly...its ok..adious

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Thursday, March 03, 2005

thurs..yikz..on thurs is usualy a tiring n very slow day for me..most of the subjects in sch..lotsa things to do..first thing first...i got taf club..tt andrew yeo...then i got band..then got maths,ss,phy..hell..one after another..its all heavy subjects for me ...geez..then saw miss monica suan along the way so i asked her the same question how to lose wight..hee...n suddenly she say..,"i heard u wont go taf club uh?"..den i was like..,"ya of coz lah tt andrew yeo .."then she say,"its ok.nvm later recess time on thurs she will run with me."..god..she's crazie..heh..she got good intention..wow..ehehe..i mean good motivation...erm..so far i get to noe tt i fail my eng,math n pas mly,fnn,phy..i hope i pass the others..i really wish to pass my maths or even better..todae my mother go operation for her eyes..1000 bucks or more...for one side of an eye tt expensice..spore is crazi..she's ok i guess..i dunno y but i tink im crazy after i got back from band i eat..den i feel tired..i sleep till 11..god..den i bath..ahahaha.....disgusting tho..but dint noe time were passing mah ..i was sleeping..wat u expect?later on i got to do my mly homework..newswatch..revison..haiz..crazie...my mind is chaotic.forget it...things get better i hope...adious.

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

today...tuesday..still cant get the dewa concert out of my mind..it was an impact tho..erm today school ada assembly..bout prefect thingy..and the O level results...sec 4 exp last yr did well..but not for NA students who did the O levels..its a big jump i guess..its ok guys..there is light at every path u guys walk as long its a healthy path i mean the rite path ya...there's a reason behind it..im sure..fatein got 8 pts?damn..pandai betul minah ni..yg lain pun ok..amalina got 16..farhan got 18...aisha did well but unfortunately here eng..alea too unfortunately her maths..well dey sure can go poly at the end of da day..not to worry.to arif muzzain n atika raket..congrats ya...to kuching,faizah,rahim n others u guys did it..but since u want it better go for the second round..sure high..heh..then the principal was saying this yr sec 5 which is my yr is more motivated n sure where to get n never let history to be repeated..man he is putting high hopes on us..evem mdm ida lim says her view tt he think too far for us n putting pressure on sutdents n teachers..4 periods of geography..it was fun..never been bored in mrs yong
lesson..mly lesson was stress just now..shall not say bout it...i got this proverb somewhere..this is:You Have the Right To Your Opinion, Its Just That I Do Not Want To Hear Them....ya..some ppl are cruel its jus we got to accept it sista..its not cruel its selfish..i mean sum ppl are heartless creatures..its not easy to take it lightly..but we shall see..im gonna take this seriusly..jus let time n let nature take its course.u will get it sooner.tts all minah tudung!..fine..adious

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