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Sunday, February 27, 2005

DEWA~!!.on 27 feb 2005,Dewa,in the name of love[atas nama cinta] make a live concert.it was groovy,crazie n hee..it was damn fun..hmm..jus got back from dewa concert..tiring after those laughter,grroving n shouting..hee...go to dewa concert with my sis,shilla,kak aie n abg madi.it was crazie i can say.met up with kak aie n abg madi ard fort canning area...lotsa steps got to climb it was worth it tho..lotsa ppl.indonesia ppl.i was crazie obviously.indonesia...woohoo..musik indonesia trus...hee hee..went in there saw the stage n stuff..i tot can keep the tickets but they took it away..how cruel life can be..wahahaha..we got a tag..looks like prisoner or mental hospital tag tie ard our hand...blue..nice one,even tho it looks like a criminal.first perform egypty band..sori if i spell it wrongly..the song was ok..no comments tho..then followed by bhumiband..hmm..the songs are nice ..sum of it not all of it..and bhumiband is trying to speak like an indo..well its no harm trying to speak but it get dangerous if u wont stop talking in indo telo if ure not one..ahaha...it will make ppl pissed off..but well congrats bhumiband for winning 3 awards in anugerah planet musik[apm]..u make spore proud..wahahah..hmm.....den next come up..DEWA...woo...it was so nice..so so nice till it rains....jus sat there under the rain..den get tired get up n groove like nobody business...n ther eis this mat salleh was grooving with us n i laugh so loud..tts crazie..wahahaha.....it was so nice.onche,tio,ahmad danny n...who ar..forgot the name..was very down to earth....their songs are spritiual..i mean as in sense it makes u feel it inside....met mayuni,rafaat n sani husein..woo..i nearly go to mayuni want to tok to him bout the lyrics but i feel another time mayb..of all Dewa u rock!.thanx for making my day a happening one ya.adious.

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Monday, February 21, 2005

mondae blue it is..early morning had social studies n english test..hee hee..danapal took charge of our class..ahhaa...heaven..finally saw my class so quiet..keep up danapal..hee hee..den i got to run 1 round the whole school..tts crazie..but den i just walk with titi..eheheh..jane cheng tadi pun tak dtg..so maths class was better...eheheh....den got mly lesson...cikgu yanti pun takda..so i laugh all da way..talk to salahudin all crap n things like tt..disturb dzul aka skin cancer..aahahha..erm..den after tt..put my class diary at the pigeon hole..eheh..den went to buy food..tot wanted to stuy den raket wasnt feeling well..due to the jangkitan dzul la ni...ehehe...den went home....tts all in a day..tomorow mly paper..hope its easy..ya the english paper was so hard for me..i dunt even understand a word..tts crazie blog..itsok.im done for now..adious

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

ait..hmm...today is sunday..no plan...sleep till like 12 in da afternoon..feel so tired..woke up..do the things tt need to be done....den on the comp..play lead bording game..bazli introduce me tt game..then pacekd my sch stuff..den my half head was spinning real bad...eyes are pain..stuffs like tt..so want to iron sch clothes was postponed..i sleep again till 6 pm...but den i still dint feel any better..i took my hotdogs n my roti telur tt i cook in da afternoon..den eat my panadol...feel much better..not tt better..but better la...hmm..den watch the weddings singer..adam sandler..so sweet actor...watch him in the first 50 dates also... i tink im gonna take him as an idol for an actor..heh..den i revised my social studies..just reinforce wat i learn yesterday..ready for my social study common test...hee..hmm..n now im blogging up what happen in da day..later on need to study for my geo..i better study or i regret..heh..k tts all for now...hope tomorow is gonna be better than today..appreciate it tho...ya ait..adious

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

geez..erm today..i woke up at 11.45..imagine tt..half day wasted..i woke up also because of raket calling...heh...she woke me up..asking if or not wanna study..so i was like..erm..asking myself if i got teh mood..hmm..den i pack my stuffs..gosok my baju..den went out at 1.30pm..hee hee..crazie..im so sori raket for keeping u waiting..heh...we go to mrt station..raket wanna top up her ezlink card..den went to hougang pt..study there...raket bought her meal at mac..skali the water trip n fall..heh..we change place..tts crazie..the guy at the mac was angry becoz we trip n fall the water as he got to clean it up..luckily he dint know it was us..heh...study social study for common test..im done n ready for the paper..insyallah i can do it...den study a bit of mole chem bloody chapter..a bit je..faham sikit da cukup..heh....felt relieved ater study..a bit tho but worth it most importantly...den went to compass point..raket wanted to buy some things for her moma..heh...den go down orchard for the chingay thingy..it was crazie..lotsa ppl craming...den while walking saw deyi band getting ready..hell..sum props are on their head..its ugly...its not tt i hate deyi band..but i mean..sense of fashion...nothing got to do with the dead or alive.im true bout tt orite.hmm..den finding places to watch the chingay...ppl are so idiots nowadays...pushing all ard..tts crazy..saw a ang moh man ...hensem guy...was reading a book in the middle of the chingay?i mean he stand beside me n read a book..tts even crazier..walk ard....den raket msg atiqah if she is coming down for chingay...but then got to noe she dint as her mother went in hospital due to blood pressure thingy..ya saw khalid,farah,zarifah at chingay...small world indeed...heh...on da way home saw mabel..heh..the mrt was empty..so nice..sit all da way...heh..in mrt raket was crazie..n we videocam ourselves..heh..den got home n preapre myself a bird nest drink..eheh...did some mly work..den got bored n i get online rite now..tts all for today ...its a well spend day...appreciate it tho..heh..thanx..adious

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Friday, February 18, 2005

k..today was friday....erm..had a really sick day..wasnt very hppy till afternoon..i went to temasek poly at one pm..with jannah,aisha n raket..it was okila..quite fun..did have fun tho....in da bus i saw the twins..it is either rasul or yassin..so i was asking from the bus screen showing finger language whether if he is yassin or rasul by drawing the first alpahabet...n he say he is yassin..ehehehe...talented twins tho...hmm..then follow the temasek poly students for guiding us through the thingy in poly....hmm...den i was searching for my course for filming..hmm...search n search den i found it!..imd course...interactive media design..n the gud thingy i can get all subjects for C6..this is crazy yet blessed for me..i will work towards it n aredi am..hee hee..i hope it paid off tho..insyallah....has been my aim since i was sec1..temasek poly..now i try to let it all the best....hmm den went back take 72 bus..den str8 went to yio chu kang bustop....den was laughing n smiling all day at temasek poly till now..it was like hell..den i saw a man selling epok2..so was hungry..i went to buy lah 3 for dollars lar..den i ask him..u from indonesia?den he say ya..from sumatra the guy..ahaha..den i ask him if or not he noes jamrud?den he answer..ya..tau..ahaha..den i say y come spore?i told him y come here?i want go there no chance ar..ahhhaha...nice guyla..presenting from indonesia at yio chu kang bus interchange..eheheheh..den i got home.. den do all those stuffs n her the phone ringing...bik liza call...so waited for herla...she came with bazli,my anak sedara..bik liza bought epok2 also..so i ate the epok2 with bird nest..the water...was nice...den play games...was nice tho..those surfing games n stuff like that...play the gameboy bazli bought..play mario n stuff..ehehe.....was nice..even though today got some things..well its ok.wat is spent for the day is a blessed.adious

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Friday, February 11, 2005

i dint know if this were true
its just past two days we were fighting
n ure silence for a day
n today 11 feb i got to noe u passed away
how can this be true
without any proof
2 times..den its a let go...
i noe now
we r not able to meet again
im gonna miss you dear pal..dear _ _ _ _
would u give me clear explanantion..
would you please...

haiz..i dint noe if its true..i dunno how to put it..its written..lie or fake,i believe we wont be meeting anymore......this one for u..

Marcell--mendendam

tak seharusnya
kau berpaling dari ku
di saat ku harus
jauh dari dirimu
karena aku
masih mencintaimu
dan yakin diriku
hanyalah untukmu..
apa yg ku rasakan
tak seperti kenyataan
berbagi cinta
selain diriku.......
mungkingkah kembali
sgala rasa yg tlah hilang
walau hati kecilku
masih mencintaimu
tak ingin ku bertahan
meski kaang mendendam
akan kah kau bahagia
bila cinta tidak ada
untuk diri mu lagi..

this song is pathetically nice..its emotional now....forget it.adious

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

yikz..been 3 days now n im still suffering from asthma,headache,flu...had hard time breathing..i need a doctor..wanna go doctor tadi..but its chinese new year..tomorow i guess..i need to go to doctor to get that machine into my breathing process..hikz..today whole day was like suffering..now im quite relaxed...later i wont..tgk time..i hate dis but its ok..dis asthma has been part of me...kk..adious

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

it was like yesterday
those words were said
impressed shall i say
but gone rite after the day

then came another
im scared to hear
i'd wish id walk passed me
but it dint

ive been thinking
putting me to a daze
......

does it sound like a poem?heh..to me its jus a word of thought...kla..mlm.adious

suhaili @ Wednesday, February 09, 2005 | comment link here

ait.....yesterday chinese new year eve..go for school..ada concert..sch concert ada lion dance...those stuffs..not so fun..it was boring la..dint expect a turnout..den went to hougang point with jannah...reach there ard 9.30am...hmm..kedai pun lom lagik bukak...so get a place to sit..chit chat things like tt..10.05 den we go to kfc..wanna study there...den mit up with raket..den atiqah..study there..for few hours..den get off from the place..wanted to go home..on da way bought green tea..hee..den skali saw zul[kaplok] n mardhiah..we sit under void deck..ckp2...lepas tu mardhiah want to eat..so we go coffeshop temankan dia mkn....den went back home..i had a bad headache..sore throat..semput..all till today..hate this feeling..so sick now..normal la i guess..i need to get well..need to do my sch stuff..adious

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

this is a poem..its basically for my late instructor..for the bowen military band..my book of thoughts..

Queit Tuesday..

Quiet Tuesday night
Sometimes,
I feel his spirit lingering
that almost empty room of memories.
The 3/4 pants and the hp he used to hang ard his neck
he wore each day,
The pavement he used to find his way.
The red chair used as his makeshift instruct,
His companion, the music,
his trusty aide.Death, you came without prior warning
that quiet Tuesday night.[ tt yr went i got mac ritchie day]
How cruel,
how vile,
To take his life away from us.
How cruel,
how vile,
reached the end of a fine, thin line.
Death, you came without prior warning
that quiet Tuesday night.
Death, you left me alone,
staring,
seeking comfort from a certain little thing,
that goes by the name of love.
My heart had never felt so numb towards you,a band instructor,
there was so much anger,
it was mixed with a dash of thunder.
Death, you came without prior warning
that quiet Tuesday night.
From the day that I was born[welcome to the band family]
till the day that he passed on,
Memories of yesteryear are all I have to suffice the rest of my adult life.
I recall the times he taught me steps .
There is so much guilt in me, only God knows why.
Had I been given the chance,
Id tell him this,
A sorry for my sins and a proper goodbye,
A thank you for making life the way it is.
Death, you came without prior warning
that quiet Tuesday night.

its just how stories is written..how fate has put its way...its just time one will go..either way..short or long its a matter of time..i dint expect anything from the message sent tt nite..i dint expect tt morning to be tt turnout..it will be history,it be memories..never to mention..those were the days..it'd be treasured...bowen military band trus.
adious

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erm hie..last saturday on 5th feb 04 wnet out with my sis to shop..first we go to city hall..den marina n penin..its near..all ard there...had fun seeing the stuffs there..expensive tho..wish i had all the money to buy those things..i bought a t shirt..cost me 33 dolars..hell..its jus a tshirt n yet so costly..ape nak buat..ehheheh...tot of buying some rings..rasta rings..but tink sum other time mayb...den we went esplandae..find a place to sit...we sat for like 3 hrs?sit there listen music,reading newspaper..slacking all day..the intention to get the dewa tickets from fatwa..the guys who organise the concert if im not wrong..tot of watching mocca...but dint go as there's no mood..too tired..met a lot of,"i know them" ppl..met adein with his gf i think...but he dint saw me..ehehe..saw yasir but cundt care less..den way back..saw rachel,claudia,sapuan,arif,khairul n some other ppl on earth la..hmm..small world uh...ya cant believe it not even a day my wallet left only 10cents..my pocket now is drying up..not drying up..its already dry..hikz...been wondering y things happen actuali..to believe it or not,i aint sure myself..just live it where it lies i guess..i shall not be curious as i will know its conclusion...

today 6 feb..went out with atika raket...before tt got to iron my sch clothes first..n prepare my stuffs for sch before i went out..i ho to amk library accompany raket go return her books..den went to hougang point kfc to study.. learn bout 3 hrs..suddenly i got the motivation to study mayb becos...of sumthings tt go ard in my mind which makes me motivated...i hope it goes all the way till the end hope it paid off one day...hmm...den after tt went to bishan to see ard n kill the time..i went to buy a pouch..nice natural colour.. 11 bucks..last flight of money actually just withdraw it..haiz....intending to buy jeans,slipper[nice one] n accesories..i need the money now..geez..hmm...wat else..i tot when balik tadi nak jumpa bik liza sebab dia kate tadi ptg dia nak dtg..but i was late to meet them..balqis especially!!!..ehehe...its all in the day it ends..

tak perlu memilih masa lalu,
yang sudah terjadi,
terjadilah..
waktu tak mungkin kau kalahkan,
hanya untuk sebuah kenangan...

bla bla bla..n it goes like this..---

hidupmu jgn pernah kau pertaruhkan
hanya demi mengulang kenangan
jgn pernah merasa
hidup ini tak adil..
kau tak akan bisa
mendapat kan semua
aku akan lanjutkan
langkah yg sempat tertahan
pulanglah padanya..

there's a pharse i find it sumwhere..n i keep not of it..here it goes--

my love for u is a journey
waiting at forever
and
ending at never..

adious.

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

hai..erm..today had a tiring day...my last yr of running in mac ritchie..was a great one..start off by walking did some running..heh......hmm..before that did ask amalina to take me,atiqah n atika picture to put at sch magaine..was jus joking ard..mr bay saw us..heh...so excited...saw mr farid also..krekrkekre...so we start off..at some points teachers will be there lah...some students videocam us..ape lagi..mausk la dlm video tu..ehehe..mdm sumayah was so funny...i disturbed her..n she was like,"i like u suhaili"..i was like..asal cikgu nie?hehe..nice lah walking in tt pathetic jungle..atiqah so excited looking for monkey..mcm tak pernah nampak gitu uh..hmm..so den atiqah raket n titi was my support..den later on only left atiqah n me la..she support to run...ahaha..thanx atiqah..so appreciate her support..den came arif muzzain..aaha...he is another fren who support me la..thankew arif...den marcus..all along it was fun la........so all in all...i appreciate it la..seriusly.hmm...wat else...drank milo after tt..the van there...heh......churchill came 4th dis yr,2005.its gonna be my past.its my last lap also n its going to be made into a book of sUHaili history.....ehehehehe......adious

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