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Sunday, December 31, 2006

i got to say this.really.."how time really flies"..ehee...its like just yesterday it has end..well yea..still have like 1yr more plus to have my question to be answered tho.well,yada yada..time will do us even someday.urgh sue!!! kk..sheesh orite..

so ya.everybody knows 2006 has come to an end uh.how fast it is,we shall not questioned..its just that,it has to be that way? i guess?....ya before im gonna type all shiats..had real darn time with berm and raket.haha.never have slacked at esplanade that long hours.noon till nite slack there.under hot sun..shift places..got drinks..ice cream..i mean..we've got like nothing better to do.i mean as always..the usuals..haha

back back to how this yr has ended.i have to say something somewhere..cuz this yr i made friends definitely..cuz its like this yr den i enter ite.its my choice~~darn.nyahaahah..then thats where 2006 came about to be meaningful despite all idiot shits happening.met malah and the gang.haha.rat,izah and aisyah ultimately is the fun cliques ever.haha.i mean there's no split up,no nuthing.everythings ok and that makes us simple to live with.nyahahahahaah.so to dearie mole,i miss u aisyah!!!nyahahahaahah.i mean i miss ur moleh.gege..ouh well..uhm yeap this is a year also that has made and being carved to something special but sick one.argh.ouh well..chinese new year man!!serius uh..miss yew hell notes never drift me apart..lets not talk about that..next yr resolution..nah.put it aside.no resolutions anymore cuz,firstly i wont keep to my own resolutions and secondly i wont want to feel tied down.so no more sue!!!no more lies to urself ok?!!!!!heh..i'll just do the planning as i move on..that be much better..and to those who sells organizer and need one..dunt waste ur money on those organizer shiats..cuz i hate having one!! and it s a big problem to me if ure having one organizer cuz ure wasting ur money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nyahhahahaahha.kk.i love to crap.its the most relaxing exercise for the minds.lol.and yea..my sis snoring like an idiot!arghhhhhh.kakak!!!!haha.ouh ya..she gave me 20 bucks.her real first pay!!!she's a working lady now .yay!!!!how great.i mean..yay!!!thankew.for this part....i love u many chicken uh..haha.

i dream of arwah mr hasyim.hope ure doing fine there orite...

and yea.saddam hussein was killed by a babboon..ouh well,things always happen that way,sorrows felt justice shall prevail.so long saddam...

there's loads of things to write..but forget that.shall just not be written.

one question for my new year
no more resolutions
no more empty promises
if things were to be sweet late past
in such a condition of pure pain
why one has to go
and leave someone in misery.............

i pledge not indire of u.au revoir.i'd try.
im not missing yew.

suhaili @ Sunday, December 31, 2006 | comment link here

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

sue wants to give her speech.so let us welcome our sue..gheez...here goes...yada yada....knowing someone..starting of my laughter with anyone....conversation..shorts ones..idiot ones....once a friend always a friend..its never been about i spent my time with people around me,its how we people go about and laugh till jaw drops..its the communication among us..brutal yet emotional thingy,its like even tho,frankly among people around me,my frens,we talk brutally but deep..inside deep deep its so sweet,u see?nah...i guess i just understand it on my own..if only there isnt memories for us to lean on back,i guess we wudnt be like be so emotinally attached ..i mean..urghhhhh..sometimes wen i teased a friend..or mayb jokes till make a lil among us "hot"..its normal la uh..i mean its to let us understand even further uh..i dunno uh.dunt complicate this simple ways uh sue...

well yeap.lets talk about yesterday's day.was real okey.haha.dint wanna talk about in the day..cuz its a norma,haha.let us talk about wat happen at nite.gege...mm..met up jannah and raket has to tag along.haha.there was this Passione and Muziqfest Concert going on.the Symphonic band.its been real long since i actually hold my tuba.grrr.missed him so much.aww.haha..i mean..watching the band playing was so just "feel like crying" ..the two instructors were malay and..it just strikes me bout our late mr Hasyim.damn.i just missed him so.I mean sometimes..wen we tend forgetting bout him,there bound to be some things to let him appear in our hearts again..I miss the marching moment where he wud shout and say,"eh makcik after move forward two,move how many steps?"..and i wud always go blur.heh..and yea..there's this incident where it was a opening sch ceremony..and..it was a practice.it was bright sunny day luhs..and we performed to practice..and i fall!! since i wasnt familiar with the gimmicks then i fell..and late mr hasyim was like telling the principal,"nah she's clumsy"..haha.i got to noe this from him also..he told me that..den..during lunch time he called me up..he asked me why i fall?..and all i answered..,"the floor was wet." with a smile.hur hur hur.a lie.it wasnt raining at all uh..he knew it..heh..he has never looked down on anyone of us...last perfomance was chingay...the very tiring moment ever...and he made us perform all way hell..but it was enjoying uh...chingay brought many memories..2 weeks before we wanted to perform the real chingay day..he passed away...and mr said led us..one of our late mr hasyims frens..its just so tearing up one's heart uh...its not emotional or ...its just...well its ok...2004 we performed chingay..this time round wasnt with him..its with the alumni..we played "I will survive" song..that was it.a memorable one.final one.gimmicks,steps..and yea the music was a blast.we end it good.thanx alumni..and he has been special one since.A sincere instructor.

Its my life music was his final piece with us,mind me if im mistaken..lyrics tallies and its just too -.- .

urgh i hated feeling this way.shudnt have but grrrr.ouh well.

applied for motorola thingy.first of all,I QUIT.haha.gd bye darn factory.security guard was picking on me.i mean wats wrong with u,my dear mama?..urgh!!! hitam buat hal itam arh pakcik.grrr..and yea,the aunties there was noisy.very noisy.worst then malah voice for hell sake uh!!!!that doesnt matter.im not petty wen it comes to aunties being noisy.they were like illeterate.no critisicm but who cares uh.its like

In a Motorola Factory
SUE:- (tab on the shoulder)
Auntie:-No reaction
Sue:- Aunty,now do wat eh?
Auntie:- No reply
Sue:- ( Takes her initiative and do the packing on her own)
Auntie;- EH gerl,come here (2 times.)
sue does her work....den the aunty came again and tell me this ,"gerl before u throw the box arh see if there is still handphone left,dunt throw the boxes anyhow."I mean,who wud be so stooopid and being an idiot throw hp without taking it?I mean i noe its just a gentle reminder..but if they ..i mean those aunties starts my day off with such ,"no brain attitude"..den to my dear "dat" aunty..buzz off orite?!NOW!!!nyahahaahah.neways i quitted.since im cheated..ure cheated too aunty..cuz u believe me that i say wanna go toilet..but instead i ran off.nyahaahahaha.

kk Sue is being rude.as always.but this time round.its really really not my wanting of being rude.seriusly.and not gaining any votes in here..but ouh well..u got CHEATED BY ME U STOOPID AUNTY!!!! grrrrr.

neways im sorry.i had my ego too aunty.haha.this will never end...

visit hougang point.how much things have change.no more the old kakis anymore.well gdbye to my old days in hougang point.studied there..but that was for raket,gerry and the others..slack days were for me there..yea...its deeefeeeereeennntt now.heh.i miss u old hougang-pies.eheheh

a long entry.cuz too many things happen in one go.like a film losts its control.and all being played in a fast speedy remote control.Remote control?kpala otak ..haha.i mean lost its balance?uh ..anything uh.

as much as i miss those old days.they'd be memories.in my heart always.and to u i bid gdbye.
i pledge saying "missed you" till time do us even.
au revoir.

suhaili @ Tuesday, December 19, 2006 | comment link here

Monday, December 11, 2006

sitting in a class of duo.malah has to do her stuff in another class.where ol of our frens is in another class.which actuali can do the work in our class.k malah.thankew eh.haha.school's gonna end soon.darn.means holidays..wen come back to sch..comes big exam.darn..madness.it be a bonkers disastrous world for sue..if exams coming.

tuning to one of nsync songs.haha.Gone..yea..

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...

............

suhaili @ Monday, December 11, 2006 | comment link here

Sunday, December 10, 2006

dint believe monday had its blues..cuz it seems more red..im crapping in the morning cuz nothing reali matter more of any words said....today its like so seway luh...was back home at nite..tired..sleepy..cik ros came..so talk to her for 30 mins..cuz i miss her so..so had better spent my time with her before there will be no chance of us talking again...was so squeezy on the bed..had to squeeze sleeping with mom and sis.things dunt seem much brighter..they keep on fighting..it shall be history.memories.nah..let it be.im fine.wen two heads clashed,they dunt tally no more...things at home are rotting.no complaining.its written.i'll see wat happens..help wat i can..listen wats said,shout when wanted..talk when needed...cry wen hurt..smile wen i should..it'd be simple... i wudnt want to complicate things cuz its nothing to be saved.

yesterday was my last day work at expo.finally.gonna miss people there.escpecially the malay community there.they are one idiot bunch.thanx people.to marshall and darling.haha.u rawk my head totalie.its like im giving a winning award statement uh.wat only sue...gonna miss em.well its okay.its normal to have felt that way...a "yay" to my success of working there.applied for a packer ..ended up being a cashier for all days.thanx for that lil cheated lie.somehow rather i feel ..cheated.haha.well.its ok.thanx.

so wat else shall be written in this blog that doesnt seem helping.i feel the world's empty.left people deceiving.lets just receive those deceit shit.

i pledge to .......au revoir

suhaili @ Sunday, December 10, 2006 | comment link here

Thursday, December 07, 2006

sleepy as it is.i made for the bed....heh.

counting down the days towards madness upcoming days.haha.3 more days to go.for the work contract.haha.finally.gonna miss the people uh..the rockstar..the bar..the ben..the ali..the farhan...the aisyah..the kak lin..the kak sue..the kak aida..haha.darn..they gonna be missed.haha.wth....and..to jackson and that mamat melaka,buzz off uh aite.the rows of cashiers and packers will be gone from my sight.hur hur hur.yesterday was a war wingy day uh.the fite in tamp was like.."wat only"..lil things was burst like a balloon luhs..idiots uh..den staff room..the security guard was like hugging this ladie..and i was like..apa dia buat nih?haha...i come closer uh..sue does nothing but being an irritating kpo-rians of one citizen..wat only sue..den this ladie were like saying,"i will make myself suffer.."yada yada..i tink her dad passed away..haha.todae im soo gonna asked the guard uh.kk..diam je la sue.bluerghs..im counting down again.6 months passed.so its like 1 yr4months?haha..darn.apa apa la eh sue...i pledge to do wat things that i missed.au revoir.

suhaili @ Thursday, December 07, 2006 | comment link here

Sunday, December 03, 2006

late nites been bluergh.feel dead now and then.legs aching like a heart never stops its thumping and pumping of bloods to everywhere luhs.urgh.im crapping again.its been tiring uh the work.but guess have to endure cuz time isnt that long either.so sue,diam je plz.heh...my mom is sick.her eyes is tembel...it means swollen...and her cheeks or pipi is bengkak.i told my mom that,"eh mak ur pipi bengkak uh"..and she replied me..,"tak ni tembam"..and she laughed.k.thanx for the joke uh mak.haha.she never been to her kedai for time being.i wonder how kak ayi been coping.sure lonely.aiyaa.dunno luhs..6 more days to hooray.and gonna have fun with "teh bunny moleh " gang.haha.gonna wait for that day.cant wait cuz mals mother will be cooking good delicious delicacy marvellous food arh.darn.urghhh...its been so long oreadi im not running thru the updates of indo latest music..the movies!!!..and the food of coz.darn..must go ESTELER 77 soon.ket accompany plz.thankew.i wanna eat my baksoh .i mean original baksoh!!!!gonna go sungei road for sure.darn.cepat uh.nak pegi sungei road..urgh...one more thing.my sis got a job.sometimes she just cant stop talking or get excited over lil things..i dunno y.but nvm.well.here goes..i pledge to do nothing till "the even" cames back.au revoir.

suhaili @ Sunday, December 03, 2006 | comment link here

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