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Friday, September 22, 2006

...sheesh.fasting month is tomorow..and lately my patience is depleting real fast......its running out of no time..

i feel like running till i bang a wall
i feel like eating till my throats corrodes
i feel like shouting till my brain burst into pieces
and my conclusion .leave me alone.

harsh makes me puke .

woke up...faizah msg me up..she ask me to give her a call..called..and my father shouted,"wats there to talk about...dunt long-long hanging on the phone"..aww come on man..give me a break.i just use the phone.dang..i mean..its not as if i dunt help to earn some income here man..i mean..no big deal about wot so anything..but ...urgh justice will prevails..i mean..im still sleeping..im having my holidays man..mind u..and my mom keep..,"eh wake up..faster ..later cannot complete the orders"..its like..hey..give me a break arh..wat is this?wat if im schooling?..she's not getting any help from me uh..den why the fuss waking me up..i noe im gonna do my work uh..its not as if im gonna ignore and not help her.den bz packing the cookies for people to collect..and keep saying,"go fold the clothes first ..all i do the work."..im spoiled?then?..urgh..its like..people are rushing me doing things ..and i dunt like being controlled..or being asked wat to do at all.i'd do it wen i want to do it.thats it uh.shiats coming to me of all time....

forget it..
mayb im just angry or irritated.
but all written up there..i feel it thru.

till my lasts word makes you regret. i can never forget.no words make it works.teh harsh starts to appeal.
- sue

i pledge to see bees stinging "the makciks" -

au revoir.

suhaili @ Friday, September 22, 2006 | comment link here

Thursday, September 21, 2006

sue pukes.
sue eyes feels real heavy.
sue has made her stand.
everyday seems HARSH

woke up in the morning.....
i feel tired.yesterday nite was a madness nite.i talk to myself while my sis is awake...its all sue's time hobby to talk alone cuz she needs to be heard.haha.i mean..i just feel like talking and talk..chattering..mumbling...but its oredi 1am..so she tends to get used to it and talk alone.haha..den i grab hold my coolest oogliest sweetessst discman..i played "padi" songs..and i sang out loud..and the best part is i got a background singer..alaakakakakakak.from the disc..imaginationnnnn!!! harsh.uh...haha.den..i switch to "oasis" songs..been a woohooooo songs...ya lately there's this ad bout ,"rivermaya"..madneess..i like.im soo gonna grab that cd of all time..aseam somemore..more i like.alakakakakas.mm..den sue gets sleepy but still wants to sing..and i cant imagine more than that..i take "westlife" songs to sing...eewks. .hahah.cant deny i used to like them..my k14 times.haha...i got 2 of their albums tho..haha...they really got to thank me for buying their cd's ..without me...wat wud westlife be rite now?..haha..buskers i suppose..erkz...*sue runs wildly*and shout.."alalalals"..
dunt sue me..im just writing of wat i feelsss u'ss seess''haha
mm mom keep asking me for calculator..i dunt hef makkk!!!..even in exam i dunt bring one calculator!..its all in the mind.count with the fingers..and if it doesnt help..call a mathematician uh..gheez.
...lately ive been bonkers with the kuehs.soon im gonna do the kuehs again.haha.wat matters most is that...once a yr feel a sense of ,"phew" after doing all the kuehs.darn...sue walks away***
later in late evening,i think..meet faizah up to go all time neighbourhood fav place.TOApayoh's.haha.to settle some things and i mean real stuff.if she dares.haha.im just gonna tag along..been asked to tag alone..and yada yada ...sheesh.and..somebody want to alter her shirt.haha.soo..ya.that fren has been like..shud drink low fat HLmilk to G-R-O-W. ...wth....bluergh......+sue smirks*
...so welcome to madness todae..cuz i'll be out..and i gdbye homey.bye mama.no assistant todae aite.haha.

end of entry.
my pledge.
i pledge to do more harm to the makciks and pakciks cuz they look at me AS IF i want to Sit ON theMMM..madness.urghh.
this time round.sue is kidding...
au revoir al deteas.

suhaili @ Thursday, September 21, 2006 | comment link here

Monday, September 18, 2006

a finished day.heh.i mean todae's day has come to an end.awww.haha.storms...lightning..the drizzling rain..woke me up.and i was like..ouh gosh.its rainiiiing.!!..eheh..sweet..mm..suppose to wake up..to prepare stuff..but delayed it...the usuals from sue.haha....woke up 1230..and was like..shiats.woke up late..going to be late..yada yada..and tadaa im done.took the bus and sit.meet up with ket..went penin..haha.i like...and i really realy..hee..den meet up with faizah..alakakaaka.alo cayang.ghee..kidding..meet her up..and we zoom to esplanade..haha.all time fav place..mmm...there's some events going on..so the lights..the this and that.haha.sweet.mmm..and under tunnel while we walking..den the place was rather not dark la..but with those music..and raket was like,"poomp.!!"..and i shout.wth..ergh..and faizah wud walk far far not to be noticed..grr..haha..went back..mrt was nice..initially we sit at blue seats..den we feel like changing seats..we went to sit at the green seats..haha..den i ask them to squeeze so that there be a person sitting beside me.hur hur hur..wth..haha..we were the mad arse people like doesnt own anything for a living...went to novena..somebody wants to grab a bite.haha..so then..helluu novena.haha..old timer place...aww..northy northy all the way..haha..wth sue..mm..den went back home..we run to catch the train..first time ..i run and i feel the mrt moving and going to explode..erks..and faizah was..hahahaha.nuthing...haish.todae is sweet and so it be forever.err ya..i met sarkasi said!!!..haha..kewl..den hossan leong..som said..zubir said..the lassale guy..and marina yusop.haha.they are smallies.haha...erkk..ouh well...i pledge to reserve moments for the last .its just the way it is uh..i guess.au revoir

suhaili @ Monday, September 18, 2006 | comment link here

Saturday, September 16, 2006

assalamualaikum..hope this computer lasts till i finish my blog.ehee.wasalam.gege.im lucky todae i got in to blog cuz the pain in this comp of mine only the owner knows why.heh...mm..im indire to blog these few days,but my IE doesnt seem to be succesfully loaded..haha.lotsa things come and go and im sure it stays eternally in memories.uhmm..welcome holidays gdbye lil skool..haha.err.raket.haha.thanx for tagging..err..ages dint tag means antique in disguise uh.haha.looking forward to upcoming days cuz fasting month ard the corner and be bz at geylang for some lil biznes on the move..ehee.excitement.new start.new experience.and yup it be nice still,traditional places like this is an ancient... ive spent my time on my poetries..stories ..will be put in my USP..and sue is happy.haha..wth..i mean writing is a pleasure and will always be...behind every poetries lies a story..and behind every story states a meaning.gege..listening json marz if im not wrong..bella luna.jazz.chilling song.makes my brain goes dum dee lala gila man.haha.no things seems easy recently but shall be listened orite.movie ,"HEArt" is on air now..hef to watch it tho..indonesia trus.haha.if not shall et the vcd..and once i got the money..indo albums with vcd i will attack.plus a new oasis album plus loads loads of cdies.haha.its been real long i got new album and stuff..download from comp is also impossible..ouh me..haha..im gonna get greenday too ..urgh..im so in need of new music ..i just want more..but costs held me back.darn.this is getting nowhere.even if i type ,excuse me no one hears.smirks.get it on my own will effort no one can pull me down.wth..sue giler..mm..i pledge not to harm anymore kids in mrt.haha.au revoir

suhaili @ Saturday, September 16, 2006 | comment link here

Saturday, September 02, 2006

yikes..cant blog for past few a week...comp was literally sick..now in that fren house.haha..so yup..posting wat been done past a week..here it goes-

title:-my silent voice.

sitting till its end hours
i heard my mom shouting
can u help in the kitchen sink?

stood there listening
to all words thats none better
looking at ur eyes
i simply miss u.

awake yet another day
i thought i cud change
i keep on writing and u shout again.
take my left turn u asked me y the silence
i dint noe wat to say
i keep on writing.

u realised me from my dreams
which its hard to believe
and all u said was...
ur talent is cooking
i turn down
i keep on writing.

its not that nothing to be proud of if only i can cook.
but my dreams are not that.its only "words made" are my thing.
i only wanted to be that.
but u said stop dreaming,dunt tink its easy.
left me aside,i keep on writing.

leaving at ur hands
cuz im ur kid
help you with those cookies made
cuz im ur kid
we both need money.

followed wats given
shud listen to all decision
finally im tired
hoping much which i dint.
it always felt things wont go far
writings composings are dreams
which only left to be a....
my silent voice
my poetry...

orite.
i pledge not to kill more chickens.au revoir

suhaili @ Saturday, September 02, 2006 | comment link here

..if its such a game,y do they still play?.

projects loaded.exams expired.everything's coming.seems to be a disaster.im one down. accomplished the word.and im done for.

things dint get any better,just lil brighter.if it gets worse,i rather its worsened.

in the bus.i saw a guy eating green mango thats sour.he's nuts just like his hair.i rather eat salt than to that.

had many things coming lately.but all dint to any outcome.just like another nun losers of nowadays thingy
crap as usual.grr.cant help thinking.

Im crude..if u dunt like it,my middle finger waving u goodbye.so long...
im rude..if u dunt like it,my mouth are there to wisper,"out of my way,darn."
...im crap..if u dunt like it,my hands are there to push you till you out..

yeap.to all long-haires,i mean..extremely haires..pelease ..before i give u a scrape on ur face.

i pledge to all citizens bloggerians not to harm any more ants.au revoir.

suhaili @ Saturday, September 02, 2006 | comment link here

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