I Do:are Chunks of Jargons that one
speculate boredom but & exclusively
entirely otherwise for me.
Friday, August 25, 2006
the week has been done with.harsh scene always seems right.and nothing'sbothered now.
even the other day ,there's no mercy occuring.grr.
so i hope for another day.orite.
and if i look that way,will always be of no choice.and i wish no voices cud be heard cuz they seem mute afterall.
we meet only at the place that's qualified.
i pledge to do no more harm to the busses.au revoir al deteas.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
..beembamboosh.deadly sick.flu plus throatiess plus the eyes paint with water..pure white water?haha.been sneezing like a sore winner.haha.if there is a competition that asked u to sneeze 10 times in a sec.that wud be me.haha..kk.thats too much for a lie sue!..heh.on the tvie and the screen was blank for 30 sweet wasting minutes .haha.and i was like eating the cup noodle to no enjoyment.grrr.my mom got back home..i was lying down half dead cuz of my sneeze flu dISEASE..that makes me wanna go to my sleep area.hur hur hur..and my mom was pushing my leg,"eh nanti tolong mak buat cornflakes.."i was like..not again..but well been long dint help doing the kuehs in the making..haha..ouh well but my mom is sleeping now..i guess she is doing the cookies at nite..darn.hate doing things at nite..cant watch my simply tvie shows.yada yada..i need a job but tinking dat puasa raya and stuff..guess helping my mom is a lot better.output will be even more ..more?haha.crap.well i got this short intervene state of mind..i mean..there's a lil paragraph made to her own..haha.here it goes..to write wat is wrong
she feel betrayedc
uz ure the killer of another scene....
thats all.
haha.its short and none understand.but i do.ouh shiats.help me will you?..
its august 19 now.gheez.2 yrs more is hard like deez.hope it goes faster.cuz i..i wud have been a lil craziee.darn.only sue knows y.
i pledge to stay a norma till all shiats is even.au revoir.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
yesterday nite,a disaster in disguise.got back home and yep.its inevitable.however hard u try to avoid it,it seems that i stil have to face it.madness hell nut.urgh.lately,it feels sick ..and darnly hell that it feels mono..how can words been put in here if its just a blog that create nothing but a story.a story with either nothing or something.crap urh sue...urgh....i tink he's senile.i think he is out of his mind.i think he is just nuts.i think he kills me dead.he drive my mom to nuts.he dint see anything that she does for him.everything turns upside down just becoz he strikes 60.just becoz he's senile that make him nuts.i pledge to see till it fades,i pledge to listen till it turns volume of zero,i pledge to ignore till all settled.au revoir
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
at school.like none other kids in spore.hur hur hur..orite..dint blog for past two days?tu pun nak kire..haha.nuts..dint went to pie lesson just now and was like we got a bulletin news.aye aye..haha...den i got to noe the teacher flared up or i suposse dissapointeD?..ouh well..blame the sch aite?..nuttie..well got to sch..and there was dis amrican band performing..and..yar.haha.so-so..yada yada..watch em..urgh.orite...met rahman..haha.long long fren.perspiring in the lift..and he can happily eat his bread..eat rilek2..madness.haha..got to noe adib is in the same sch as ours.haha..darn..saufi is in here school.all are coming in here?..haha.welcome new misery aite...there's some things that words are just out of beyond.i mean its beyond the limits that words cudnt explain.so yeap.i pledge to see wats the underneath.earthy thingy dunt lie.from sue.orite.au revoir
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
tuesday.err.yeap.sue goes to school.haha.yada yada away...released from school early..decide to go changi airport.yikes.been so darn long timing time ive been there.went with izah and malah.haha.madness.had real lot fun.jokes in the air and nut hell,everything was madness.we went to sit to watch the plane board on and off..while talking actualie.gheez.mm...proceed to eat burger king..ding dong.haha.nice meal.full one.erm...sometimes words are just a lil too much..so till here aite....i pledge to count till it lasts.au revoir.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
erk..it doesnt feel complete for this..but..it shall being edit.but not now.later.i mean real later.a month.only then it'd come.orite here it goes..title-:bad day.
i dunt wish choosing to go bed early that night..
but i will eventually sleep.
cuz its just another calling of the dead.
i dunno that much..
but i wonder..where it go all wrong..
that you want it to pause..
and if its able..i wish it stop for all time.
the reasons being made..
are just like a coffee mix with milk..
how easy its being put..
for one which will say,"how convincing" can that be?..
it gives me a ringbell..
futher things up just wont help..
ending to all ends wud just give one doubt in hell..
i guess its the last time...
for a game thats called puzzle for me in life..
one cant be asking that much
cuz if its too much
the other wont get the sweetnees given to us..
lil bit of scream cud help
but others wud call ure insane in disguise of a sane man
no one feels the way "one" cud be in a state of..
a condition of endless harsh coming ..
without no mercy of a two way traffic...
even if this poetry feels like there's no tomorrow..
yet again..its just another entry
im tied down with nothing
and i dunt wish for ur complimentary.
13 august.another usp.mm.its the mood keeps me going.err.ya..welcome new again.au revoir..
....time is ticking that slow..gheez..its so slow that it kills me further..orite.mm..todae woke up around..actualie 7 in the morning..i mean the awareness from yesterday nite sleep u see..so wen woke up was like..orite..morning oredi..so look at the watch..and bimbo..sue goes back to sleep...morning still young..eheh...so buzzing off..and err...12 noon oredi.darn....so was like..still sitting down on the bed..and again was like..look left and rite..warm up before pack the bed up...and stuff...so called malah up and was like,"eh jadi tak?"..and with her sexy voice like none other..haha..,"jadilah.."..hur hur hur..and her mom was like..wat i heard was,"jgn balik lambat lambat"..err..so iron clothes..this and that..yeap..mit up..went to amk area first to do our pants..authored it and yeap..haha..while walking that malah was like,"eh mana tempat dia?!!...panasla..yada yada"..grrr...im nuts.haha..proceed to esplanade and wat else..sit and slack...eat kacang putih and corn..gheez.i like..i mean..hungry uh..as usual..haha...sit... talk ..talk ...talk...talk..and laugh.madness ....the wind was harsh too ..haha..and my hair was going bonkers..ahah....malah gilerrrrrr.haha.kidding.eheh,we met some so called "eew couples"..and no further elaboration cuz im just worried that..ppl gonna stimed up listening to ..haha.ok sue..shh plz..ure grrr.eheh.went back home..standing in the train and saw this guy digging his nose..i mean..no prob bout him doing that..but it feels disgusting..and..wat if he dig his nose and im like..get infected?eewww..haha.....got a call from a fren..and yeap..went to woodlands to so called catch up the time uh..been so long..while waiting..saw atiqah and farhan..they went to woodland cc becoz there's a hip hop thingy...haha..orite..and yada yada...went back home ard 9.45..and was like tadaaa..tv3 was showing that Datuk K...siti nurhaliza going to be husband..eew...i mean..mm..i feel disgusted thats all..watsoever the reason is....back to todae's bulletin of sue's news..mm..now i realise and know HIS reasons for doing it..and yeap.ive understand it...uhmm..i pledge to not know out of one's beyond....au revoir..
Thursday, August 10, 2006
title-: it was harsh.it gives me wonder..
y me of all people..
there's a blank pure sheet..
that one can draw..
mine wasnt written..
till it was the first..
i tot it wud bloom..
for it was that sweet like bees wud sting for honees..
memories were the past..
it was given to me..
for a souveneir that been build..3yrs that long..
days were passing that slow..
been in hell,only sue knows why..
its been rather cold..shallow as it goes....
goes right down-under.....
we tried that much,
the fact is not working on either side..
i guess ive let one down..it seems over
we've put it to end to all miseries.
8 august has ended.
yeap...yet another new poetry that has been created.it was harsh then..even now.dunt ask about the promises we've made..the fact it had been betrayed....its just harsh.its been a while.till now..urgh.darn...
well yeap..back to sch thingy..it was abg goggle birthday..hepi birthday abg goggle..haha..wish u good things in anything u do.yep.todae was like dull..i mean yea some gigling occur most of the time..but something's missing.ouh well.mayb its been harsh.actualie,there's nothing.empty.its empty.kill me in the brain someone.im over.and done with.i pledge to ignore empty holes that kills.au revoir.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
...yea.again.hepi birthday to spore.longlive..ajal maut di tgn tuhan.eheh..basically stay at home.watch all time favourite show..heh..ungu violet was the best.like none other...im here to do some tots again..and yeap..here it goes..yada yada sue....there's some things that are left for souveneirs while ure on ur way to move on.its memories that's ...yeap..too sweet...yada yada...people tend to take things for granted..and yerp..i dunt wish to do that further...and i dunno how soon enuff all will be gone...and if there are things i cried for..its not about missing you..its just that i had realised that i will be ok and live without..and it seems that i guess that i can never know..since that one had believe if the feelings were fake..but personally i dunt have to go..coz my life that one can already take...its kinda harsh..urgh.darn..orite..it feels shiat..as per norma...after one misery..it came another...and another..."cuz iiiiii i wud have been a lil crazieeeeeeeee"..a song from dancing nancies..yikes..i feel misery..the feeling of waking up knowing that its happening is killing blood.grrrrr..orite orite.sue shuddup.mm..bibik liza call up..and was like,"eh kat esplanade takde fireworks.."..and i was like,"uh ?serius?"..den bik liza told me..after she ask the police..all there..todae's fireworks was having some faults..that had to been cancelled..you see..its un-planned.u cant see things out of ur bound..or out of ur will and its not a nice feeling u see..haha..orite..not going to continue..i pledge to accept since no choice being laid out.au revoir
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
eve of national day.hepi birthday spore..slept at 2am yesterday...keep waking up..so todae i woke up at 5.45am..kinda earliee..do normal stuff ,normal things and lead a normal same routine then went to school..i tot i was early and tot i wud be the first to reach tamp ...but ratena reach first..and the first thing in the morning i saw her..she laughed.normal expression from frens ard me.ehe..den came our malah..darn...she was like asking,"where izah?"..repeatedly..grr..den we decided not to wait...and we line up ..the lane where we suppose to take the bus..so halfway we went out of the lane uh..and malah..was like..so called with the high pitched voicy voice,"ehhhhhh,why go out?!!"..yada yada..she was like..suhaili..toot..tet..she beat me with a newspaper this time..madness..non stop some moreeeee.gigi bocor.grr.kidding gal..haha..ouh ya,saw spiky lotsa times.and malah was like..blaber blaber..grrr.haha..took the bus..dlm bus pun..kecoh...malaysia was mad todae actuali..but well..as usual..kidding aisha..gheez..mm..celebration in ite for the first time..ndp was madness.we went to the field..and nope.im not gonna explain.mad.mad...to its maximus.grr..the floorball thingy was like fun uh...i was like entering the sportshall and they open this sits that actually stuck in the wall..and i wa a like talking to the teacher whom i dunno and say,"wah,eh teacher got sit!!"..and i walk off..old habit uh sue..took position of my sit..and enjoyed the show which starts off very mendak but ending it with not-mendak...intervals..we like get bread for ourselves...watch the percussions on the move..haha.den went back to watch floorball and there's this one lady ..i mean a student..and a gal i suppose..err..she was sitting at this corner..with her face ..her hands..her expression..and she was like too "in" looking at the floorball and shout..i forgot wat she shout uh..but somehow or rather it goes like this,"arhhhhhh...aiyooooo...yesssssss!!!"..darn..repeatedly..i was like..,"teacher..call ambulance..got one mad gal.imh plz"..not trying to be rude..im just joking actuali..but ...only situation can explain...yea..ya..i was drinking this air kotak..den i spray at jerung..haha..splash water at him..haha.madness...den yada yada..went back to tamp again..drop at tamp mall..was waiting for the bus ..while waiting..that shark walk pass by me and malah..and he was like,"bye sue"..in softer tone..but i dint reali look at him..the second time,"BYE SUEEEEEE"..dis time he shout..and i was like..bye..so i was like standing dint want to sit...like block the place for ppl to walk..as usual...then came three malay guys take the bus and was like,"bye sue.."..and ya..shakir has sucessfully announce my name to the tamp mall.great...went back home..slept throughout and bang myself onto the bus whatsoever..and skali..tadaa.i woke up fresh.haha...took 74..continuation journey..and i saw this gal..ard my age..and she dressed nicely up and stuff..those girlish kind..but..sit like kangkang...mouth open..i mean..err..eew..i mean..she look weird..remind me of mabel during sec 1 days?..yea....mmm.thats in the day..den..8th august.its the end of our journey.i pledge ...err..yea..no pledge for todae.it has ended.au revoir
Monday, August 07, 2006
...back.just woke up from sleep now...got back from sch..wat else..settle down myself and buzz..sleepy like..one looser..i mean..the eyes like wont open uh..eheh..kk..stop it sue..it was mondae..and school was madness..haha..i mean..the usual gang..that malah for sure..haha..giler..rathna dint came..food poisoning..and i was like chicken pie uh..becoz rathna msg me ard 5.35am..and i woke up at 6.15..darn..late again..haha..so she ask..are we meeting up at tamp..and i say yar ok..mit uh..den skali she msg..she got food poisoning...so i msg her back uh,"ure dying issit?"..the reason ..cuz i tot she is playing some prank uh..haha...mmm...class was madness as usual..baby was like,"bandito.."..,"where's my chicken?"..alkaakakaka,stoopid...yep..let us discuss bout national day thingy...spore birthday is coming..haha..so aisha..plz....we need some space for our country love birthday..haha..can u sense my country lup?..gheez..so..yeap..wed is off school day..sweet.haha..ungu violet will be showing for like..decades?i mean..suria is slow like epok epok uh...ungu violet like has been out for yrs i suppose..haha..well..anything..budget tv series...as always..so yep.nothing been much of stories being said..mm.i pledge to remain for its not safe.au revoir
Saturday, August 05, 2006
back from my silent day todae.woke up.and dint really talk becoz there's nothing to talk without my mom around.she's been with her stall and yeap..well i noe.err ya..yesterday got a call..private number..and he was like,"assalamualaikum"..and i was like,"walaikumsalam"..and i tot he was my fren and i was like.."nyahahahaahha","alakakakakaka"..den i was like..,"err wats up?y call?"..i mean..for wat reasons..and skali he was like,"do u remember that u donate the other time at tamp mall?"..and i said..,"err yar"..den he said,"you're invited to darul maq`waa this 30th august for the ceremony..and make urself free that day..."..yada yada..and i was like..sue?..ure talking to the stranger and ure like..,"hey hieee?!!"..haha.darn..den i ask,"ure the person who ask for donate issit?"..den he said,"yup"..alkakaakak.madness...giler uh sue..next time ask first den talk..stoopid..but hell..who cares..i watch hindustan todae..for like first time..watching hindustan show makes me headache..and i went off to sleep..buzz..haha..paying back revenge for the weekdays ive been waking up early ..just to be early to sch but always ended up lateee.wat in a world urh...ya..and my dad got back at 9pm..and he was like,"bukak tv3 ada cerita siti nurhaliza"..he sounded so excited..show started only 5 mins..he took his cigar and smoke at the backroom..den after that he took his pillows and go to sleep..i was like..he is the one who excited but he goes to sleep?...y pak?whyyyyyy.haha..he's like that...back to anything..mm..at one time..it complicates me,cuz some things if makes u wait it dunt appear.and wen ure in any position of not wanting to remember..it comes..and it kills me dead...there's something that always makes one misery..it dreads me.i pledge to see wats written underneath.au revoir
Friday, August 04, 2006
yikes..hie...yea,the end to another day of shiats.even tho is shiats,i do treasure every seconds of it orite..gheeez.updating is something to enhance one's grammar?..ehe..well ya...im crapping as usual,and yay.that is sue uh..this week was hilarious.frens were madness and kinky.eheh..raket is the usual partner to like "die on the spot" if we laugh..haha.it sound different eh..?krekrkekre.there's nothing actualie.im just being kinky..and malah,rathna,izah and aisyah are gheez.i love them loads.they are sweet lil kids.haha..i mean they are a great bunch uh...thats all..ive been not slacking with my mom lately..soon..i guess..yeap..yesterday ___ surprisingly..and ive always been asked to make a choice..and i dunt wish to..if letting go..wud be a positive outcome..den i be fine..but wat if..its all the other way round...sue..u got to be kidding.well..anything..not into this for now..yeap saw shanaz just now..related blood family..haha..yea.."hie"..accompanied raket for her bike lesen with hidayat and dzul....haha..darn..its like excited yet depressing.gd luck raket.i wish u pass faster and i got free ride faster...to dzul..hope u fall.haha..kidding....eheheh...yea..early morning just now..met those ppl..i mean my frens at tamp interchange and malah with her voice..madneess..i like...and she so called "slap" me..not as in sense slap uh..push my face...grrr.,"hello?kau kat ne?rabak urh.."..haha.ratna another one..chicken pie..aisyah standard..slow..no area.haha..and izah..jual ikan makcik seller...nuts ...im going nuttie hell..haha...i got the bursary stuff..thank God..alhamdullilah..cehbah sue..heh..i mean..ya thanx..i got it..wish rathna got it too uh...but nOt EM.she got loads of money thru the heirsss.haha...dang...the weekends is back..feel like slacking out at nite..shall suggest..haha.....we got a talk just now in sch bout drugs..madness...drugs kill many lives..i mean..first place..y the existence?..who made it?..orite orite...no one's getting involve ...i saw two kids just now..cutie dang..haha..and wen nak balik...saw a kid too..cute uh..cudnt resist..haha..kinky..kk.im kidding orite...i saw farhan just now..old old fren..haha..he's even taller now..darn...im watching news now..bout israel and stuff..man..cruel arent they.?..wish it dint happen.but..if it dint happen..den i guess there's no mixture to show to we ppl bout things we take for granted?..hard to intrepet..i dunt do well on that..haha...no dwelling..thats it for now..for which for is only for todae..yeap..i pledge taking things simple cuz they make me feel miserable..au revoir.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
dint update for the previous yesterday..hur hur hur...err..slept early due to insufficient sleepless night..haha..wat a word...orite orite...went to school..reach late..and malah and frens waited..she was like..,"y u late?!!."..haha..yada yada..classes went on and stuff...after sch we catch a movie..mortuary..the title was mortuary..movie was like a darn..i mean..it was scarie uh ..but all those character act shown was like funny uh...hilarious...den raket msg me up..about going home..and seen the obvious..her fren is always lazie to wait..so yup..dint wait up for her..krekrekrekre....so now im in class like none other kids..haha....there's nothing to do..well ya..i got to noe there an ees exam coming up..madness...as usual..never been prepared.....since the day i took streaming in pri sch..to psle...to n level..o level..and now...sue never change..haha..wat anything it is...yada yada....early morning going to sch my father was like.."have u take ur hp?!"..and i was like...ignore?..its not about being rude..but its about me ...wat the fish urh..he saw me taking the hp putting inside my bag..senile i guess..thats my dad.haha...kidding kidding...so its oredi been 1 week 2 days and none.so i called it off...yeap yesterday thwe movie..got this pharse attract my brain..which is,"even death may die.."..cool uh?..i guess so too....err..ya...so i pledge to all citiziens of bloggerians..i pledge to smile since its them.au revoir
about
Prefer living within own expense.No point aiming when its not yet.im a on-GOIng dreamer extremists.
chinese.is.you@gmail.com
Listen.
archives
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007
03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007
04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007
06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007
09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007
11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007
12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008
01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008
04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008
07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008
09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008
10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008
11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008
12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009
01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009
02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009
04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009
10/01/2009 - 11/01/2009
11/01/2009 - 12/01/2009
links
Roslinah
Arif Muzzain
Rachelle
Rafie
Raket
Nureen
Yati
Yoda
Malah
Mabel
Marleena
Abg goggle
Ary
Asha Meow
ID
Leona
Hidayah Sapian
Jannah
Amirah
Nazurah
Noberm
Hwee Ling_Huat uh!
Siao Kia
Samaniah
You tag.I read.