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Thursday, June 30, 2005

ive lost raket library book..must pay for it..yikz..wonder how much it wud be tho..jgn mahal sudahla..makin takde duit nie..bluergh,tulah..taknak simpan betul2..padan muke..mak!!!tlg..ahahaha..its rather complicated...i dream nenek..but she passed away..n only i alone carry the keranda...on my left shoulder..it was so damn light..n the keranda is very long..n besides the place is a field..with all those long lalang tak salah..but diorang are like doing padi fields..crops..that kind..den there is like water creatures..long slimy water like waking..loads of them..like snake..but it is water..so shall i say...water snake?it was scary..its too many things happen in the dream..weird one..playing lagu tangga..akhir yang indah..the lagu like forcing ar but nice la..i mean the music is in liek a force...aiyah...dunno how to say ar...adious

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Monday, June 27, 2005

hikz..first day of school n yet it turns out to be a hoax..i mean disastrous of feeling..came to school ard 7.30 n was late..yikz....was asked to stand in the carpark..i tot jus till 8am..but it went all the way up to 11 plus n was suspended from class..stand about 1hr45mins..den finally sit down in the hot sun with the uniform on..ergh..i mean like if pe attire it would be a whole different story la rite..i go to john william asking can we go back to class..den he say mr michael hold us back n he cant do anything bout it...den came mr farid..he is one of discpline teacher la..woah..den toto he cud help..but he cant help also...the latecomers all were standing n principle walk pass..almost all teachers walk pass us the office..but all took NO notice of us..we are so invisible..pissed off..wat in a day..its never been like a day...den while get the punishment..miss angela loh was asking to help...watever it is..i must do a work of a librarian?ahaha...never in my life that wud be my choice ..i chop those books..hee..new experience..even those is a chopping of process je la..but then i got to catch up maths lesson after that..was quite ok la..den fnn class..hee..thats the best subject to catch up new latest gossips..i mean not gossips la..jus talk n fool ard the class..before that..saw arif..ahaha..been long dint see him..ahaha..i was likem"arif!!!i miss you!!!"ahahah..jus miss the ppl ard me la suddenly..been long want to catch up with them..tapi mcm slalu tak sempat je..den got eng class in da afternoon...doing oral..heh..quite nice la...it was in a basement floor..hee..even tho i dutn quite like it but it brings back the memory of my sec 1 and 2 n 3 days..hee..we were all together..mly were united..i jus miss the days i eat tuna puff early in da mornign with gerry,rahman,dzul,bavani..den later part faizah,atiqah will come to class late2 and act like one big slacker star..ahaha..haiz..miss wati..miss vicky..mr timothy tan..krekrke..those were really the days..i get cracking up now ya...blum pack back semua..besok skola..i wont be late again..i better dunt..erm u noe the kartun of jo kilat?yg lari cepat?ahaha..i feel like doing that..ehehehe...erm adious

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

phew..its been a real day today..slept 2plus in the morning yesterday..den nak bangun pagi..woo..its so berat mata...got to wake up..not tt early tho..but it seems early u see..krekrke..sebab i msg bik liza up saying that i did n feel kepunan..or mayb wants to eat her cooked food before sch starts..i jus crave for ppl cook food..like mak alleyc nya masakkan...masakkan obek jasmah...everything..lagi2 cik ros food..haiz....drooling ....so went to rumah bik liza..mkn mee goreng..daging dia..fishball dia besar2..nicee..ehehe...den asking for bazli want to play playstation..hee...dint have ps at home..so wen comes to ppl house...u go mad like one idiot running ard..ehehe...kidding..jus a description ...balqis can talk..walk oredi..aiyah..she's jus so cute...den go toa payoh..to get my specs..ive been buta all this while..ahaha..irritated all the ppl ard me by asking..eh ape tu?i must go near2 then can see...so got the specs..my life been bright again..seems that my eyes are alive again..mcm..org buta yg pergi operation nampak dunia..that is how exactly i feel ..ahaha...den mak nak pergi changi..kedai paman saad..so we took the bus..long journey..den drop at tamp..walk ard there..loads of mly community..mayb thats where they live..krekrke..its long journey...real long ..i think about few hours..den we reach changi..kedai paman saat..heee..den bik liza call up..ahaha...nice when ure out in a group...meet them again...eat n eat..drink n drink...den walk ard at changi beach after that..walk one big round..one united community that is..many ppl..see loads of ppl..like obviously la hor...den stop at one junction..see aeroplane fly ard..ahaha..not fly ard i mean one by one...turn by turn la...den took pictures..bazli was with his stunts taking picture..ahaha..cute that is..walk again back home hoping to see the "ayams"...i mean the bapoks..but they werent there..i guess.they know we are waiting for them..ahahaa...got home by taxi...nice ride wholla day...nice ride...yep..adious

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Friday, June 24, 2005

If you don't like the answer, you shouldn't have asked the question....oki?..haiz well....another one is...our subject which had the whole world resting on our shoulder was...have you eaten?...bonkers the word...hmmm...thanx sis....jus now woke up..msg up raket bout the delay of me msging her back..ahaha..hmm..asleep oredi la..ask for outing to study..so ya at first was thinking of my pinggang..its pain uh..so fikir2 takleh ikutkan sgt..ahaha...so i went out..n its not that bad after all..i mean not that pain sgt la...studied geo..not tt much...much of a talking anyway..but did abzorb some facts la..better then nuthing rite?hee...want to make myself feel better actualli....now i feel upside down...is my decision wrong..wats in the mind of _ _ _ ?tell me la ...i dutn get u la..haiz...if ure kidding tell me so..if ure bz tell me so..if ure sick n pathetic den tell me so also...urgh.....mak!!!!...its never been better i guess..but always better? cinderella's on the air..i mean now showing at suria..it is too drama..i mean fantasy..films are made to fly over the moon but dunt lie..get me?ya su..understand it urself....its world dey say...i mean ppl say...i had a great day actually today..kla..adious

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

yep..quite some time dint update..few days back had my tuition...yea well...im not commenting..den after the tuition was damn hungry ..tot could tahan till i reach bik liza's house..heh...den after tuition prepared all up go rumah bik liza...balqis 1sy yr birthday..hee..she is shoo cute..she can walk already..took taxi go rumah bik liza...father say cannot take taxi but my mom insists..."penipuan slalu berlaku" thats wat mak slalu ckp..ehehhehe..sampai rumah bik liza je..salam2 all the makciks..den sit down uh...den ask my sis nampak nany tak?then she say..tadi yg kau salam tu ape?ahahaha..how dumb world is..den luckily kat luar ade table..had a peace of tiem there..mkn kat luar rumah...then came paman lali..bazli call him uncle meg?wats with that name sia..krekrkekre....nak nama org putih je...den he bought this rokok...he say to my mom..pass this to jac?i wonder who is jac sia..den its my father?woah..all got org putih name uh...ahaha...so mother n paman lali went talking and crappin..rkekrkeke..gossips per normal....not gossips la..more to world talking..aahaa..i guess...it was fun at her house...best uh...next time sure go again..ahaha..siaw....den balik smua...kak ayi,kakak n mother go make specs n toa payoh..all the trying n throwing of wearing specs...ape2 it is..den go eat fork n spoon...kemaruk semua...was a tiring day...eheh..but fun....all in all...let me leave.adious

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

craps fills the world....agree?ya..agree...if i say sick is all about attitude..agree?..not sure tho..eehe...wat if i say...the soul complicate the dead?..nope..i dutn get it...ape ape la su...

"hidup bagaikan batu
batu yg tak pernah lembut"

hopes not easy
easy to be in a windmill
but not the flour
it need processes

proces of life
life to live ppl
live to lie
ppl are not lazy t
hey scared facing conequences
its a big life

kita hidup hanya sementara
its like this
den
u want to listen?
plz compare spore n iraq
which is a better country?
nak compare iraq & sg watpe
jus compare
of coz iraq
which is suci world?
y iraq u choose?
ntah!
u dunt own a reason?
then wts ur purpose?
coz 2 me eventhough sg look peace but we r all being ord by da govt
wateva we do no freedom
u see ...its not easy even a simple mathematics
haiz
no its not that
:)< we live by rule
thats how discpline is
u dunt understand
iraq suci kerna..
they have riots
but spore dunt
they no need riots
try to understand
okies
peace no war
do u understand?

ehehhe..its a combination of two ppl talking.....no purpose ppl

adious

suhaili @ Thursday, June 16, 2005 | comment link here

erm..ya...jus got sumthing to type out today..the words came without notice.. k here goes..

bayangan yang berlalu
ibarat mimpi dalam masa
waktu namanya
kerna dalam bayang ada diri
di situlah wujudnya manusia

bayang-bayang yang berlari dari adanya
akan dianggap insan halus
digerun manusia
wahai dunia
dgrlah sang bumi
aku berdiri untuk sementara....

hmmm...ya..its about living in a moment..came while in fnn class..was joking ard with jannah den suddenly came out popping this thingy..

the ither is..while asleep raket msg me up n ask me to try do some words made up..for her football coach who wants to contiue her journey in NTU...so ya..k here goes--

ppl say
time waits for no man
ticking moment of 5 months
a jouney of a bird that never lasts
well,
everything coems to an end
a simple gdbye for us to apart.

wishing you success
is what we cud do
if only we could combine our brains
to help you in ur NTU
but hey you know we just cant
well listen up tomy dearest coach
we've always seen the light
thru deep silence
that you will leads to ur own sucess
in this moement of time

while hanging around at hougang point
mac donald's the place
we came wondering
flashbacks of memories
walk pass us in a daze...
we cud never show
how appreciative we were
but we've seen e effort uve put
for us bringing a title back home
just for the sch....

ppl say
hopes are to enlighten our hearts
but it doesnt seem so
for this depart
no matter how long
it may take a while
still hoping u cud come back
and coach us
like you ever did...

departure happens...eheh..

adious

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

hmm..been long dint update..jus no gear to start on the engine of the computer..loads of penyakit..so flashback of the memories..ehehe..that time ..i tink on thurs raket ask me along go escape..but said no ..well tot got tuition..den..on fri den the tuition was cancelled..n rite on the dot shahila msg me up to go along for escape..ya..so just go..i mean..suddenly in my head i jus want to have fun out there..went as early as 9 am..went out from the hse..there was flippers,panasonic,wet wild tak salah..rainbow..rumah hantu..byk la..the most thrilling is the hantu house..wen i went it i was so dark..then actually i tot i saw a machine walking loook like a ghosts but then skali there is a man covered his head with the jail black topeng..with black sarong holding the thing..aiyoo..he so scary la.dint finish up the game...wonder what happen if continue the rumah hantu...die of asthma i guess..krekrke..kidding..exaggeration la..to add spice mah..ehehe..hmm..the ppl escape was nice,helpful..erm..the most fun one was flippers la..but viking was nice too..to make it all up its nice but needs loads n tons of energy..milo's the replenisher..ehehehe..halftime go eat burger king..the service was damn slow..feel like vomitting plus headache..yalah..heavy ride..haiya..tulah nak main,lepas tu complain..sort ar su..ehehe..went back ard 8..after all those hassles..just take a rest ..n sleep..nice?ya its a nice day..

ehehe..next is...
sat plan with my mom nak keluar but then..delay here n there..at last cancel plan..jus feel no mood..gear to start preparing..abih cancel je la..ehehehe

furtheronn is...
monday..heheeh...finally went out with my mom...go toa payoh,fork and spoon..ya ive always craving for fish n chips..so order fish n chips..my mother bought ice kachang,,wat charkuey la..erm popiah basah..ya..had her great meal..me too la..i also eat the food she order ...ya must..ehehe...den went go there here...ya finally found!..gi kedai buat specs..choose..wear put aside..wear put aside till i came to a point n say to myself..ok go! get one spec su..krekerkkre...found it..yea....hmmm...quite of long at the shop..very long..the person quite nice..gd service also..gd la ait..den went to queensway..so long dint been there..it looks old but nice place...so got purpose la go there..been wanting wanna go there to get some clothes..so went there get some of them ..using my mother money...hee..always been using her moeny also la..i dunt earn any money also..hell..shud earn some after i end this o level...i need it badly till badla..tu je..den naik bus..tot of pergi rumah nenek...went to her house..sitting at the back of the bus..the sit was hot becos of the engine..yikz..aiyah but its ok la..got seat can oredi...go rumah nenek..ask for water..so thirtsty..nenek is so skinny..she looks very thin..i can see the shape of her skull..her bones..but she still talks like last time which is good la....yada yada..kla..i guess that be it..i mean that shud be it..mls nak further further lagi....i did tell jannah sumthing which i tink make sense..so let me share..i guess..ahaaha......it goes this way..."kadang-kadang situation tu ibarat batu diselimutkan pasir..so its irritating..but when u blow the sand away..it goes with the wind,there wont be any irritation happening.."get it?no?..as always..slalu org mmg ckp diorang tak faham..daa sudah...not listening...adious

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

its never been better..i can never put in any way lately..its about......ya.. _ _ _ _......ive tried to control everything but things seems to get out of way..its jus like dustbin..when its full u let it go ...im done.adious

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

i live by reality
drama's not my world
making up stories is just not i live with
only you does...

that is serangkap of word imade it up....cerita..jln cerita or anything there is a meaning..storylines..movies..ya u live in that world for bit while..but when ure back stepping back in this moist soil..u dunt live no more by lies ..i mean in drama's..dunt expect things like cinderella...dunt expect ppl goes about like taking jumbo jet n fly down..but take it like a story byafghanistan..we live in a battle ppl..battle that makes us down or up.win or lose.failure or jus a passing grade.u may not understand anything from what ive just type...but its my own meaning..relate it tomyself...relate it to urself..itsok la su..you get it over soon...becos actually..geezz..taktau la..

been a while dint update my blog..loads of things happen...but jus dint really visit the net no more...i mean not that often...somethings just stop me..the soul..whatever it is..memories that are left will always be with me..."the remaining is just lessons."understand my phrase?itsok..get ur own meaning orite...thats all folks,adious

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