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Thursday, April 28, 2005

seandainya dunia tidak bising
andainya ia tak akan kecoh dipukul ombak manusia
jika sahaja dunia kenal akan erti dunia
membisu..
jika dunia dpt mendengar
suara anak kecil yang tak pasti mungkin dpt bertutur
cuma hanya mampu menangis meminta tlg
yg pekak di telinga manusia
jika ianya..
smuanya...
sedunia
mendgr kedamaian angin berhembus lalu
itulah hadiah hari lahir untukku
7.34pm.25april.mon.

if only ppl heard thos little fights..those before the tsunami happen..mayb tsunami wont occur if org sedunia dgr suara2 anak kecil..feeling that i need the world..i mean ppl ard ppl to get closer n just try to live with what is only within us and not asking anything more than wat u actually have becos what u already have is given..inside us..but only we..ppl..want more.more..which makes ppl has its one dark side..if only those whispers in aceh tsunami..if only everything before is being heard...being repent...i doubt anything wud happen..its basically wat i tink..but i tink mayb u ppl dunt understand it..well..its ok la..mayb its crappin..but i got my own meaning to it...heh..ait..thats all..adious.

ya...today is 28 april of 2005 ..my birth date when i was born..heh..im 17 this yr..well bersyukur masih lagi hidup...eheh...first person to wish me birthday was arif muzzain...3 days earlier..ahahaha...mayb he scardd he doesnt have the chance to..ahaaha..kiddding arif...den atiqah..eheh...faizah....jannah...aisha...ya most of my frens...early in da morning faizah was like a crazy one singign birthday songs ludly...shocking one..well i really appreciate ur singing...seriusly...me,alleyc,farhan,mardhiah n yan went to celebrate birthday with me..went to bugis to eat..simple one...not intending to make it big..its not me..erm ya..take pictures with atiqah n farhan...well ya..i did have fun...fun n more fun..atiqah thanx for the gift..its soo nice..appreciiate it...yaya too..cute bear n sweets..i eat them once my time is over ya....to all my frens who really wished me..thanx a lot..i dunno what am i saying now..well i get emo...my mom wish me..my sisi wish me..well everybody does...the group in my class the 135..ahaha..ure guys are so cool...thanx for singing ...ahaha..well..thats all for now...ya one thing..i cant get out skinhead out of my head..heheh...oki...thats it..im done..its going to end soon..adious.

suhaili @ Thursday, April 28, 2005 | comment link here

Monday, April 25, 2005

tentang Tsunami..im kinda late by now..it is 25 april..but its the thoughts that count...im not gud in this..but thru this this is what i actually feel..is what actuali i want to send it out to ppl...i believe tsunami has lay out all the reasons before it hits the world..but the world seem to noisy to hear all this...thats y ppl say tsunami came without prior warning..but actuali..tsunami has give its warning few years before..i believe...well..this puisi goes to all..its not good..but ya..here goes---

ombak garang memukul dunia
manusia menjadi mangsa
tanpa isyarat tanpa panduan haluan
semuanya menjadi buruan

disebalik ombak marah kedinginan
desebalik ombak marah tanpa alasan
semuanya jadinya tidak berasas

kehilangan adanya anak kecil
suara riuhnya menjadi jauh
dibawa ombak deras mengalir
begitu cepat melawan waktu

kehilangan orang yg perlu
yg pernah dahulu menjadi asas keluarga
insan yg mencari rezeki
kini di sana[aceh]
semakin hilang ditelan air dunia
yg begitu dlm dengkinya

mengangkat tajuk cerita indonesia,
"ada apa dgn cinta?"
aku pula bertanya,
"ada apa dengan dunia?"
mungkin ia tak seirama
tapi ia punya satu makna
aku seperti dpt merasa
sang dunia kita ingin bersuara
tetapi ia tak dpt untuk berkata
kerna satu hambatannya
kerna dunia
tidak bernyawa
seindah dulu.
8.09pm.25april 2005.mon.tsunami.

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suhaili @ Monday, April 25, 2005 | comment link here

yikz..orite today is sunday..hmm...so woke up erly in da morning..not that early tho...then take a shower..eat burger..krekrkek...den iron my sch clothes..pack my sch stuffs for tomorow's school day...den i was like doing my stupidest stuff..writing favourite phrases from the sheila on 7 musik..rkekrke..singing out of tune...den all those hassles..i ate rice n fishballs n ayam pandan in da afternoon..after that..ard 7..i start do all my homework and revisiion..yaya called...aisha called..raket called..gangguan...ehehe..dint mean it..im jus joking...so doing my work till 11.30...n now here i am..in da net..simply sick ..n lotsa questions in my head...y eh/?stop th game la guys..hiz..ouh ya 25 april rangga's birthday ahahaaha..he asked me how i noe his birthday..well rangga..im ur fren..i noe la..ehehee..kidding..selamat hari lahir ya.smoga panjang umur slalu...kla..thats all for now i guees...erm..mlm..adius

suhaili @ Monday, April 25, 2005 | comment link here

Saturday, April 23, 2005

ketika
aku sedang menulis
waktu berdetik jantung berdegup
pabila saat ini berputar
aku rasakan kedamaian
yg tak pasti tenang
ini hanya sementara yg dapat aku gapai
kerna hari esok tak mungkin pasti untukku
meluahkan rasa jauh di sana
tapi dptkah mereka putarkan waktu pada sgala yg terjadi
tak mungkin ia terjadi
kerna yg terjadi sudah direncanakan
setiap insan pasti ada kemahuan sendiri
ada yg mahu mecapai cita-cita
ada yg ingin menjadi kaya
ada yg suka saja bersuka ria

pada semua,
pasti ada akhir ceritanya
semua insan mau akhir cerita yg damai
seseorang insan yg mahukan perginy
apabila raksasa bintang dan bulan jatuh menghancurkan dunia
dia sedang tertidur lena
tanpa dpt merasakan kepedihan tanah
tapi ini hanya sepenggal puisi
yg tak dapat menolong
cuma meluah rasa yg tidak tertlg lagi

1.40pm-23 april.saturday.2005

ya.. made this...but i noe its not gud....well its my thought..erm nie bukan nak feeling..but do u feel it?krekrkekr....well... sepenggal puisi sudah ditulis,itu saja yg dpt difikir..ahaha..merepek la su...kk..thats all for today...adious

suhaili @ Saturday, April 23, 2005 | comment link here

Friday, April 22, 2005

assalamualaikum..yikz..today is friday..had a good day...erm..maths lesson i was sleepy..chun sim was so retarded,restless...he slept in class..den mrs cheng shout his name..den skali she call me n say,"suhaili u dint make chun sim laugh today no wonder he is not awake."i was like..woah..kena blame again..then chun sim laugh and say..mrs cheng take u as a joker not her student..for fun la he say that..ya rite chun sim..ure soo great..father john..krkekrkeke..got social studies test...i dint revise at all...imagine..i noe nuthing bout the topic at all..geez..n ya our social studies teacher dint come..ahahaha..n ya..the test is still on..but erm had fun while doing the test..no stress...after sch..str8away got home..sumtimes its gud to be home early..i feel relax..n time goes very slow..hee..i sleep throughout the afternoon..heh...but woke up at 5pm la..erm then...nuthing much..watched cerita SATE tadi...old stori..thats all for now i guess...adious.

suhaili @ Friday, April 22, 2005 | comment link here

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

yea..long time dint update my blog..i need to blog it all up now..since today i really need to...orite pass few days on 18 april it was my sis birthday..hepi birthday ya..i did not buy presents for her...ive no money in hand..later mayb if got new things come by den can buy uh....erm ya..18 april also was my first joining of debate..never participate in this kind of scene..but ya had debate on mon which is my sis debate.we won..ehehe...its worth all the laugh,shouting being done to do our debate..especially when eugene seng..he is so funn...funny i mean....before the night we had conference call to really sum it all up for confirmation of points..i hope mdm ida lim is happy..well mayb becos i join this debate jus becos of her la...heh..dunt get me wrong..but dint want to make her life difficult..ya and yesterday..which is tuesday..watch "samara" with atiqah band..nice story with a gud ending..i like the ending where the woman,"rachel"her character name actuali finally close the well and said this line," im not ur fucking monther"..woo..its so hot..eheh...well actuali before that..things happen..got abandoned..i cant actualli take it that..the close ones actuali leave us becos os a guy...i shall live it aside..i get over it..insyallah..haiz...orite today i got back early as like 4 in da afternoon..i was so so tired...den went back i go to sleep...ya jus now had my bath..n now im here...watching american idol..n now matahati..suria serial tvshows....soon i be packing all my work..sch work..will do my homewrk..all the stuffs..okila..till here je k...adious

suhaili @ Wednesday, April 20, 2005 | comment link here

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

physics test is tomorow...n now im still watching sheila on 7..ahaha...hell..need to do the debate stuff...i hate this...k..yesterday..i was in maths class..so we choosing place to sit..soo..guess wat ....my fren,nureen said this,"aku tanak duduk sebelah suhaili ar,dia bengap."..orite...see that?smack on my face....yea shall i forgive u..but those words wud never i erased it pal...u bring those actions towards urself..no big deal..im not that petty..im not making it into big fuss..k next...i wanna learn my physics test soon...geared up but lazy..now ning baizurah is on air...heh....nice voice..wonder why people cheat on her...bunch of ppl i shall say...ive packed my stuffs for tomorow..hell yea..i got maths tomorow...3 period...wonder wonder....orite..whats next..erm ya.during the chem lesson...there was a topic about mole..ahaha...and when mr tang was asking..,"what are we finding..?"n i was like..the others too was shouting..,"mole!!!"...fahamkan ajala..ehehe...then syafiq was like calling me and show sumthing like some sort of dancing using his head pointing to the mole..aahaha..joking..no hard feelings..erm ya..then went to computer lab...print for fnn coursework..guess wat..i need to pay for the paper..ahaha..no surprise but i am surprised..been 4 yrs in bowen i never wud pay for blank a4 paper...den went to band practice..it was fun ..somehow or rather i enjoy myself there..then went back home...ouh ya....the extra room in my flat that is renovated has been done with...got a new room....nice..but small...well its ok...never to ask for much..little little can la..okila..sini aja orite...adious

suhaili @ Tuesday, April 12, 2005 | comment link here

Thursday, April 07, 2005

hey..hie...erm..now im at sch..so...im bored..im in ms queck lesson again..ola adious calo beto..aahaha..it means bye bye in a long version...hmm..i feel like buying food from the canteen again..but i guess better not..im done...forget it..takut kena caught lak..krekrkekre..adious ma man...adieus

suhaili @ Thursday, April 07, 2005 | comment link here

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

4th april...jus passed but nuthing came..i heard its all out...but dint appear.another thing is i tink mayb ly jus got in..things happen too fast.selalu selisih...its like everybody walk pass me but i miss them by a second late...i had difficulties in maths.maths.maths.this is crazie.im done now...thats all.adious

suhaili @ Wednesday, April 06, 2005 | comment link here

Monday, April 04, 2005

hikz..im at sch now..supposingly i should do my fnn coursework..but its obvious i am plain lazy..ms queck is nowhere to be found at every inch of the class...ahaha..we r free again..she must go down the canteen to grab some food..i noe her tricks and she only act busy..ahaha..there is once 4 period of fnn but she is lost!!!!cikgu contoh.....ouh man she's back..ehehe.she is toking alone..this is sooo fun..heh..well today is 4 april..they will be out today..hope i get to get contact again...i need an explanation.i need it orite _ _ _ _....exists back with penisillin..hikz..okila..thats all.i had enuff sins...ms queck is talking all alone..all aloneeeee...adieous

suhaili @ Monday, April 04, 2005 | comment link here

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