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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

manusia perubahan
complex dgn perangai kini aku pahami
sedang aku tak faham bahawa semua
sedang org kata dia faham ianya
kalau seluas fikiran tak abadi
faham fahamkan sementara aku tau
tapi kalau cetek fikiran tapi sengaja
org tak kan kenal aku tak ingin mengerti
maksud cetek aku kau juga begitu
bukan cetek yg itu memikirkan yg sama
awak faham? tapi mengapa
bilang ajela kau melepaskan
bukan ingin berpuitis jika kau cuba tuk tak mengerti
bersajak mengapa kau hidupkan lagu realiti ini
setakat pandangan jika kau tahu
org kata; kau ingin yang dulu
luahan perasaan yang fantasi
bukan dalam aku maksudkan bukan apa adanya~~
hanya luaran susah
susah org susah
bingung
serabut
pandangan tak pernah teratur
sebab itu
manusia perangaikan topeng
aku
jgn ckp kau tak betopeng muke opera cina
sebab kami
punya perangai complex
yg kau
tak kan mengerti

jus plain bored..tt is not a sajak..tt is jus words tt are break up.....ahaha......

suhaili @ Tuesday, August 31, 2004 | comment link here

Sunday, August 29, 2004

hie..feeling upside down sick...exams coming n i am sick..it always happen every year...heh..i jus cant take exams....ehehe...still remember psle results bulan puasa..i had a asthma attack and end up my sis n my mother enjoy themselves cos i passed..i have to sit n home n rest...today sunday..shud be studying end up sleeping....now my sister went to work...my mother pergi rumah nenek n my father went down....n the house is all mine~~ape nak jadi...tu je la..adious~

suhaili @ Sunday, August 29, 2004 | comment link here

Saturday, August 28, 2004

assalamualaikum..ehehe......hmm...today..i did nuthing but do my mly practice..pergi buat paper2.....did try out things....den boring uh today..den bout 6plus faizah came my house do her fnn coursework..help her out..a bit here n there.....tlg type aje...ahaha...tak byk..k conclusion.its boring.adious~

suhaili @ Saturday, August 28, 2004 | comment link here

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

hiya..bad day today..early in 7 morning till 9 pm i stayed in sch..oh heaven like i never seen outside world n duduk kat skola for tt long hourse...wooow..penat..k..adious

suhaili @ Wednesday, August 25, 2004 | comment link here

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Ramli Sarip
Istilah Bercinta
Kau kata kau cinta
Kau kata kau sayang
Kini entah di mana
Tiada lagi kemesraan
Kau kata setia
Hanya aku saja
Tapi hilang ke mana
Tiada lagi kenangan
Ku tabahkan hati
Ku genggam azimat
Untuk ku balut luka semakin mendalam
Biarku hadapi walaupun tergugat
Akan ku benamkan biar jadi debu
Kini ku mengertiIstilah sebenar
Di dalam bercintaTiada kepastian
Tiada penentuan
Akan kebahagiaan
Semua percintaan
Haruslah berkorban
Tiada batasan

liriks song form ramli sarip..he got nice husky voice,nice songs..very so cool..this is den i categorise cool ppl>>papa rock..yea!peace..adious

suhaili @ Saturday, August 21, 2004 | comment link here

Friday, August 20, 2004

argh blog!i was discussing with jon over the phone for farewell party...n my father go take out tt bloody phone line...eh for goodness sake i dunt use the phone for nuthing la......kalau ader problem jgn carik pasal la..ape nie..its not fair uh...dulu gaduh pasal band...ckp mati2 nak kutok band band band....aku da tak buat salah..dia aim band lagi...otak cetek ar....skrang aku tak pergi band carik pasal aku yg lain...jgn gitu la manusia...dunt tell me im spoilt,u dunt tok behind my back...kalo bpk sendiri boleh ckp bila hari raya kutok pasal band aku kat sedara aku blakang aku,ape org lain fikir...kalau nak gaduh ckp la depan...takmo selindung la...tak puas ckp..nak sepak muke org sepak je la..aku tak buat ape-ape finding fault...eh mcm siak ar.....all teh way say im spoilt,too pampered..mak ai..telling as if he knows it all ar...ego uh...bila pulak dia nak buat nie computer?besok pergi throw all my things..eh if ure mad ar dunt put ur anger on me la!eh pantang ar kalau org kutok wat im doing.wat if i myself kutok dia hisap rokok?think la..dunt tok to me if u act as if u noe it all...tau mkn garam lebih but hu hell cares...u r born early...at last at the end of teh day nobody would know wat im thinking,feeling.the answer is all to myself.so dutn act as if u noe me since im ur child.n tell me im wrong for writing this on my blog..eh manusia bukak la mind tu...be true to urself in this bloody blog.sick.

suhaili @ Friday, August 20, 2004 | comment link here

Thursday, August 19, 2004

ini dia si jali jali,lagunya enak..lagunya enak,merdu sekali,capek sedikit tidak peduli sayang...ehehe.......songs..sedap kan..eehehe....niari 3 kali tulis blog..i feel like typing aje...ahaha.....looking forward to this sat sebab nak gi rumah bik liza..eheheh...see her newborn baby...wuhoo...hmm..nak mkn2..ketawaketiwi..n of cos have fun at the end of the day.....krkerkeke.....tts all la rite..adious

suhaili @ Thursday, August 19, 2004 | comment link here

nanti besok
aku ingat akan datang
tapi memang
hanya tidak benar
fantasi org panggil
atau mimpi
dia slalu berkata
ketinggalan dirinya
tak akan dtg
tapi skrang
hilang dia hilang
tapi aku tak kisah
memang nyata
org kata realiti

....its so true..adious

suhaili @ Thursday, August 19, 2004 | comment link here

hio..ehe..erm today boring day.sick day.no words day.one word to explain it all,"baboons"ahha..hmmm....takdala..jus now get back home at 1.30 sharp due to the exams..den balik cuma bpk je kat rumah n seperti biasa balik mesti lapar..abeh takda makanana so i feel...haiz..i keep quiet..den mcm berjam2 no food...tak tahan..cal my mother..nag nag nag...ahaha.....i go cooked my maggi mee n my hotdog pizza.....ahahaha.....when i masak oredi..my mother balek..aiseymamaman betul...my mother bought for me twisities...hee...she make my day.....ahahha.......den mcm da lama gitu my mother go n weigh her emas2..she told me mcm da takda keje lain...mmg betul tu..i join in the fun...ask her how much this n tt emas costs..ahhaa...well moneh is just world thingy..sometimes i wonder mcm kenapa dunia nie mesti nak ader duit kenapa tak mcm trade things..tak payah nak keje carik duit or who is taking over the world..jus live la...i hate this.adious~

suhaili @ Thursday, August 19, 2004 | comment link here

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

hie...today had physics n geography paper..heavy metal uh......ahaha......i did study for physics tu pun buat paper mcm haiya..lepas bua tphysics paper tu tak semangat trus mls nak go thru the geo notes...tak guna aje blaja physics...but one thing i realise physics is easy if u understand...ahaha...baru realise semalam..slalu gitu..slow semacam.....hmmm.....had a hard time nak bgn tadi pagi,mata mcm kena staple dgn beribuan bullets staple...merepek uh......dah tu kan bukan nak blaja asyik complain aje...ahhaha.....nie kalau lepas prelim im sure to go long john silver n eat...mati2 mesti nak pergi mkn jugak kat sana.mesti.lepas tu beli kereta control nak main...budak tak budak tetap nak beli main kereta control tu...ahaha.....sampai sini`adious

suhaili @ Wednesday, August 18, 2004 | comment link here

Monday, August 16, 2004

alo ibu-ibu,bapak-bapak sekalian...hari ini waduh..harinya kok gila?ahaaha.....sori menyetep indonesia aje..wahahah.........erm tadi pergi skola...den faizah was late..ehehe.....den she ask me go sch first but i decided to wait for her aje......ahaha......den we was late......naik bus...den before one bus stop from bowen we went down n walk..until 7.55am gitu.......dne nak masuk skola ader prefect so we waited until 8.03 like tt.......prefect masuk canteen we went running up the stairs.....ahaha.....slamat takder detention class......ahahah........these are wat we call prefect part time aje......ahaha....niari...the day was la la la..ahaha......tts all about it...so sampai di sana aja iya...aku pergi dulu....ahaha.......kla..back myself..adious~

suhaili @ Monday, August 16, 2004 | comment link here

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Wire
Hidup aku seperti wire
terbelit sana terbelit sini
Hidup aku memang tak panjang
cuma harap dipanjangkan
besok aku akan pergi
pergi pula membawa diri
mengenal erti manusia
mencari wire yang sudah putus
dalam dunia ini
wire putus
bukan sengaja
memang dibuat
oleh manusia
kini aku pergi berkelah pula
tetapi melencong mencari ikan
untuk dimakan pula
kerana bila nak berangkat
aku pula terasa lapar
jadi tak jadi
aku berangkat
kerana hidup kita cuma mau mkn
makan makan makan
itu mmg anak singapura
dimakan ditelan
dimakan dikunyah
pula tergigit lidah lalu memikir
"eh ada org ckp pasal aku lah"
itulah dia anak singapura
tau mkn,tgk wayang
tapi tak tahu tlg mak bpk
minta duit aje
mane boleh jadi
k pepatah"dia" kata
"itulah kecik kecik takmo matida besar menyusahkan mak bpk"

suhaili @ Sunday, August 15, 2004 | comment link here

phew..after a days tired yesterday..ehehe.....semalam on sat...hmm...after eng paper..went to faizah house...pergi blaja.....ehehe......before tt pergi supermarket ngan family dia..eheh...den pergi rumah dia blaja maths......ahaha.....till bout 8pm plus...not all hours blaja la...ader main2 jugak...eheheh.......den faizah give me cereal air eh.....sedap.....ehehe...i remember it when i small i dunt like tt drink but not i like.......ahahaa.....den mkn nasi ayam kat rumah dia..mak faizah masak.....whoo...sedap..ehehe...den mak dia bungkuskan lagi..ehehe.....malu...ahahaha.....tak mintak eh dia kasi.....ahahha...den bila nak balik pergi kedai buku carik buku maths but not available..so...hmm...its ok.....den hidaya lak nak beli manan untuk anak sedara dia..ehehe......went all over the shop nak beli mainan tu.....heheeh........exciting uh tgk mainan ni....i tot of buying kereta control after my N .....ahahaa.......jus for peacing out......ahahha...n for today blog..im going to study my fnn,maths n geo!yea.....eheheh......k..adious ~

suhaili @ Sunday, August 15, 2004 | comment link here

ehehe.....yg bawah tu pasal wire...buat lirik sendiri for anak singapure...ehehe......title is wire...ehehe.....i hope u guys enjoy itu pun kalau baca..wahaha.....adious~

suhaili @ Sunday, August 15, 2004 | comment link here

Friday, August 13, 2004

heh..erm..prelims are around the atmosphere...eheh...need to buck up...its kinda late but no choice uh...eheh....jus now was first prelim social studies paper......bout palestin n israel..heh..susah tu...jus write wat i feel is right...tak faham seh...padahal bapak slalu ckp pasal palestin tu semua...decontexualised thingy..tulah bila dia ckp sorang pasal palestin takda org dgr.....skrang tak dgr tak tau..sleng..menyesal tu namanya..ahaha.....hmm..den i saw ms queck get back form hospital..holly land..muke dia seram.....berlebam..ard the eys.....ee...scary...n she stand enar to me..jantung nak putus...serius speaking..ahaha...den got fnn lesson tadi she was close to me n i was like..urgh..ahaha...den mcm yelah nak tau..asked her..so how she went in hospital...ahaha..n she said she got dengue fever...dlm byk2 penyakit..ehehe.....pity her tho...so my next line cannot laugh......ehem...den tadi balik..dari jauh dah leh bau tu minyak..my mother n father urut.....urut is taking place in my house..i hate tt smell...termasuk nie tak salah da 4 kali seh urut....den masuk bilik.....skali mak goreng kat french fries..hee....sedap~so besok english paper..wish to do the best tapi slalu keluar results gitu jugak....but nvm its ok..da biasa......ehe...den call cik ros..tell her tt bubur suji yg dia hantar tu sedap....eehehe.....thankew cik ros...ehehe.....kla...mcm gitu aje..adious~

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004

hie..lama tak blog up..so for the few days otak mmg urgh sick..tak tau la eh..menyesal tak blaja n now im rushing to do my thibgs its always like tt...hmmmm....on national day pun mcm tak rasa...my sis is out to work,my mother sleeping n my father lying down watching the tv..tak tau dia concentrate ke tak...so left me alone...ahaha..pathetic..first time tgk ndp mcm gitu...ahahah.......tgk pu.....alah.its over..hmm...den before ndp cik salmah,paman enal ngan siti overnite the house..heh.....fun...wat issit suppose to be kalau da ramai2.....hmmm....fri got my premlinm started....k tu je la..adious~

suhaili @ Wednesday, August 11, 2004 | comment link here

Saturday, August 07, 2004

assalamualaikum...hee....erm today...ntah semangat jin mane kasi..i go study my fnn......ahaha..hmmm....den half the day spent studying...den get bored jannah called me so i talked to her quarter of the day.....abeh ptg tu takda org kat rumah..left alone..ahaha.....nice...peaceful uh.....woohooo....hmm...den do some advice to my big sister pasal benda la.....ahaha.....advice giler..hmmm....den takda buat ape2 niari..planning to study study study study...insyallah.....kla...begitu ajela untuk episod ini eh...selamat mlm...adious

suhaili @ Saturday, August 07, 2004 | comment link here

Friday, August 06, 2004

hie blog...long time didnt blog up this blog....ahahah...hmmmmm...so today was an eve of national day of spore.....happy national day ait...eheheh.....hmmmmm..so went to school...then the school dpt botol for its souvenier..ahah...tbankew bowen..ehehe.....hmmm...then after tt we go to class draw our arkelik eh..ehehe.....ape benda tu la..kiter kena draw on tt thingy.....so i didnt draw on it.....ehehe.....jus take my fren singnature aje...draw da tak lawa abeh nak draw...ahaha...hmm...den after tt porceed to the hall.....got concert thingy...it was so touching all the way...put up by the teachers accompanied by a slow song behind it with the thoughts of our old memories n we get to share with it...so sedih...heh......den nak balik.....kk tts is long story..i wont tok bout it.....its too burdening.....too very urghhhhh...tts the word to describe...then i was wlaking with my frens...den i sing a song yg "Assalamualaikum,kum ape kombat bat ape batman man ape mantel tel ape telepon pona pe pondan dan ape......".....den i continue all da way la...den skali there is a group of chinese group..ahah..den kena cabar suruh nyanyi tu lagu..since i am some sort of tgh marah so jus ake up the cabar la... mcm pekik,"assalmualaikum!"den skali org tgh jln2 jawab.....wahhahha...so funny.....no intention.....ahaha...erm ok...quote for today,"jgn salahkan sesiapa,salahkan diri sendiri"hmmm.....now im a fixed up postion..otak screw da lepas 4...doctor ckp kalau lagi satu terlepas saya akan berhijrah ke tempat hougang...nama tempat negeri dia imh..crap...soo....soooooo..adious~

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Sunday, August 01, 2004

alo..ehehe.....had nice day.....tenang la tenang...ahaha.....hmmmmm...today pagi2 lagi jannah da kall...ahaha.....tell me upcoming news...ahahaha.....den after tt...mkn sarapan pagi...i defrost my epok2 n bakar kan kat toaster.....ahaha.....den mkn..semalam nya epok2...ahaha...den semalam nya apple pie i also ate..tts my father apple pie...ahaha...dia taknak..so i ate sebelum basi......wahahaha.......den ptg tu kan rasa ngantuk...so tido..skali bila tido tu pulak my sis back from werk...its like 4 pm..ahaha....den u noe she is a nonsense..ahaha..kidding...so i wokeup...skali dia kata...ader waffle cheese...so ape lagi..alhamdullilah..mkn la tu waffle...ahahaha......so lepas tu kacau2 org sebab muka nie slalu mmg takda keje.....ahaha.....hmmm....so then..obek siti n obek saini dtg...form obek nekmah house...hmmm..den diorang bawak roti kirai...bawak burger...ngeh ngeh ngeh...so we ate again..ahaha.....tts life is all about..simple...ehehe.....simple.short n sweet.....ahahaha.......hmmmmm........quote for today is,"be happy dunt worry."ehehehe......so tts bout it...nuthing more...adious

suhaili @ Sunday, August 01, 2004 | comment link here

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