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Monday, June 28, 2004

fuh.....today..monday.....how many more days..hmmm..less than a week....insy'Allah..hope things change..n now i feel amiss...things has change..ppl has gone..n my batch is gonna leave soon...gonna miss fatein,melissa,hui ling..heh...fun to mixed with them..but then like they are leaving.....world eh..heh..dis year pun tak cofirm if i really going to sec 5..tak blaja nak masuk sec 5 ape hal...heh.....but of course im going to start learning lah.....duh?heh...k tts all for da jiowang stuff for todae..den petang ader band prac...hmmm..it was good..feel the suasana...heh.....den today is faizah birthday..we went to seoul garden in amk to eat.....eheh..hidaya blanja~thankew hidaya...den bila masuk seoul garden was like cant wait to go sit n eat..but got to wait this kind of stuff.....hmmmmm...went back at 10.15pm..it was like still early n my mother is nagging n my father look at me one kind..i was like...,"kay2 i really wont do it again"ckp je kat dlm hati..tapi mcm kat luar tu ckp sikit2 nak marah..its like still early wat...k forget it..mkn2 kat seoul garden..aiseyman kenyang.n now my stomach feel like...urgh...sick feeling...but ok..a fun day today..spend fully.....heh...kk thanx for giving me today...eheh.....adious..

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

Peterpan - Mimpi Yang Sempurna

Mungkinkah
Bila ku bertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila akupun merasa
Merasa kesunyian

Salahkah aku yang berjalan
Dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
Semua dalam kehaluan

Aku dan semua
Yang terluka karena kita

reff:
Aku kan menghilang
Dalam pekat malam
Lepas ku melayang

Biarlah ku bertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita
Dalam mimpi yang sempurna

Aku dan semua
Yang terluka karena
Kita

suhaili @ Saturday, June 26, 2004 | comment link here

eh hey..ehehehe.......hmmmmm...today sunday got another performance..pagi2 buta..aiseyman betul.....abeh kat hougang park.i tot at where skali turun kat hougang park.....ahaha.....i mean u noe the bowen yg kat slope tu...ugo down tts the park?wad da .?forget it...den got a bunch of mly lelaki idiots.....ader dia ,"puih puih" kat kiterorg tgh perform..but idiots will always reamin as one..stand n united as one...ehehe......sick ppl.....den besok da bukak skola......hell......i hate tt...urgh.....sick...so later be doing my homework.ironing of school clothes again....pack sch stuffs again.....it is sooooooo very sooooooo uh...so where do i go now?.....hmmmmm......im now watching slamat pagi singapura..heh.....i prefer the ainah embit n sujimi leh...haiyo.....things change.....so tts all aito...adious

suhaili @ Saturday, June 26, 2004 | comment link here

6 more days......hmmm..come guys..god willing we can do it ait..hmmm..so today as per usual..band practice..it was fun todae..hmmm..so dar dar dar......heh...enam hari lagi...:)..lets move it ait.adious~

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Friday, June 25, 2004

7 more days to the big day..the competition..syf...hmm..:),so where do i statrt...eheh...today normal got band prac...hmm..woke up 7.30 am in da morning..i was late.....so jus rush things up...luckily not late for my band practice..eheh...today's quite fun...but no pain no gain ait.....eheh......hmm...so today went home early ard 5.30....hmm.....gotta some rest den..eat lucn with my section..eheh...jon is so damn funny...with tt ,"jum jum jambo.."..ehehe.......den went back home...go n hef a shower den eat nasi ayam again...den im full....ehehe.....so jus now tot wanted to sleep..but cant..so decided play the net first before my chinese drama starts....ehehe......insyallah,hoping things get better....a promise ive made is there to be fulfilled yar..a promise is a promise...,"dunt make promises you cant keep."adious

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

.......hello...hmm.....today was band prac....hmmm.....early morning had a fight with my father....then was late for band prac..took a taxi...but also was late...wad da?k nvm...den da da da.....n went back home ard 8plus....hmm.....eat nasi ayam cik ros bought...nice..den i was full.....den lots things happen...but its ok..adious

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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

..............hmmmmmmm...wokie.....so wats today..i got band prac......yes...few more days guys...keep it moving ouhrite..insyallah..hmmm.....so today fine day it was..hmm...nice weather.....n y everytime she do it was so proud of her...but wen comes to me...sick..itula inila...freak man..cant take it uh...hu cares uh...forget it..im happy...ahaha......adious

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

hie......hmm....sunday sundae...ehehe.....erm today was normal..woke up late...den do all things tt are suppose to be done...den i was tired den..so i slept..slept n slept.....hmmmmm.......den later i took a shower den went out to bishan with fatein watch a movie...around da world in 80 days....very humorous n klakar..ehehe......cant stand it man.....especially when their trip to china there......ahaha......hmm...den after finish watching the movie.walk ard there 1st.....den went to amk s eleven.....n...i called my mother dat i was at s eleven in amk...n my father went there?!.....i was like wat da?den like wat da hell la...cant explain it man.....den went back home ard 10 plus...den n urgh...went to the internet..n jie hui n jon msg me at the same time telling me bout the blog something..whutever shit is tt..n yea how many days left...to the competition.hmm.....jus lingering ard my mind....whutever..adious~

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Monday, June 21, 2004

alooo..hmmm..tiring day..got band prac..in da afternnon got combine sch rehearsal kat kallang stadium there...ouhkla..den bila nak balik tu..naik bus.....n this ronald keep asking me to laugh..abeh stare at me..sure cant tahan i laugh like ...ahaha...i laugh so loud..den hidaya shout..oi maghrib...den i was like jus shut the hell up......hmm.....tts all la..penat.....heh..who's not tired?tell me la?!ahahaa...kla..adious~

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

halo?anybody there.....eh i dutn write tt poem on my blog eh..hu the hell wrote tt uh?but its nice but im not tt jiwang uh...pls..wat wat eyes.oblivious?sick...nvm.....adious

suhaili @ Sunday, June 20, 2004 | comment link here

threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me.
but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
...

It's half past two in the morning. I just finished watching Crush. I can't sleep. Again.
My head hurts, my mind is racing and my pu

suhaili @ Sunday, June 20, 2004 | comment link here

hie...okay....sunday...hmm...morning jus now woke up at 5.30 am..den preparing to go band ader performance kat paya lebar airbase..heh..marathon cycling..heh.....quite fun there..hmm..den bla bla bla..it was half a day..lazy to type n today was a very relaxing day for me..i find peace leh...heh...finally..kla..there's nuthing more to type here......cos i decided to sleep for another half of da day..heh...adious~

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Saturday, June 19, 2004

heh...hie..so today was sat..no band for today since besok got performance...hmm...did had sectional today..it was fun tho..so half a day had sectional..den decided nak ptg rambut..weather hot uh...heheh..den after tt go to my bibik liza house..she jus gave labour..ehehe.....she gave anewborn baby name balqis..nice name uh..n mcm it has happen this kind of thing..sebab dulu when she came my house we tok tok over the katil [dunt tink anything la] den she say kalau ader anak perempuan she want to put nama balqis..didnt anggap tt wat she say she gonna do it..i tot its only a toking session where tok here end here tt kind...but no...heh..well congrats to my bibik liza...ehehe...so spent the time there...den getting bored i watched the george in the jungle show in scv...ahah...couldnt tahan but i laugh..but then i didnt laugh like i usually laugh..becos ader baby tgh tdo den not my house wat..so how to laugh like usual...ahaha..hmmm...tts all ait..adious~

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Friday, June 18, 2004

yea.......hie..lond day was today..tiring one..got band prac..but ya..it was a fine one..smooth one for me..:)den bila nak balik..gate pulak tak bukak...so we all band mem got to wait...lying everyhwere.....like in a cage?heh..den finally the gate is open n it slike maghrib..?den semua mcm....,"owww"mcm da leh balik.....ahaha...then balik together with faizah,hidaya,faein n arif..but walk separately..all got something to tok crap with.....ahahaha.....siaw gila..tok to fatein again...crap.....ahaha...den balik take da bus.was laughing like one mad person until one apek look at me n i was jus like look at him den turn to fatein say..he's looking at me uh..den laugh again..think the apek cant tahan the appreaciative laughter from us..maybe dia pening eh kiter buat bising..its irritating..so apek kalo bac nie..sori eh...tak berniat pun nak buat bising..its in da suasana mah..u shud hef join in rite apek..?sure havoc one bus..ahaha...so tts all i guess...so things getting better...thanx~it all takes time uh...from here..adious

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Wednesday, June 16, 2004

hmm.....the scribbles of my life...heh...yesterday didnt write the leftovers of what happen...erm...ive done waqt i waned to do...jus upcoming one for me to show it to them...quarter of it i hef accomplished...ngeh ngeh ngeh***.......hmm tiring day was yesterday...tts all for now..no mood uh..adious~

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

alo...today.erm..niari ader band.den now i got class so i went in to u blog...to write some things on.hmm.today was late for my sectional...i feel freaking shit bout tt.i promise u guys i wont be late the second time uh....den bila dtg jer.i saw tt sick face again.so white face...sickening one...den make water.water n water....den here i am doing my fnn coursework...sick.jus cant get in the yahoo.com to find my research.......i heard it all again n tts it..its over now..im starting it up again...n yea finding its truth.....n yar..so today whole afternoon i will have my day practice..let us prove it......so hope today gonna be jus alrite....cos i know the worst is yet to come..not the practice i mean...i mean other things...n the other only u n me knows...ahahaha.sick....crap uh..kla tts all blog...take care of my web page uh...eheehe....adious~~

suhaili @ Tuesday, June 15, 2004 | comment link here

freak..its leaked out..y it hef to be this way..nape mesti ader satu slalu gini.....urgh...kenape uh?sick la blog..hari nie pun jus help my mother with her cookies...den i went to sleep one whole day to not bother my freaking anger...yesterday anger...feel really dissapoited with them..y diorang buat kite mcm gini uh?leftovers?urghh....im dead dissapointed..n if He was here it wouldnt happen uh.....looking down on us?freak it man...i tell u this blog..im going to end it with my own bad name..my own ouh rite..n becos of tt sleep all the way...jus to not let it out to the person itself...i enarly do it man...jus beside it ni was so close..but i didnt do it...urghhh.......ape guna possisi juga guna posessi?den did nuthing.i eattt...n eat.......den watch tv..den lipat kain...den now im here......im dissapointed.we r big family n this happen inside thingy?i didnt treat it dis way all along.n becos of an outsider..OUTSIDER is ruined.n i dream of hIm n he cried hen he saw an outsider coming in...y u gyus cant understand?yyyyyyyyyyyy?dissapointed uh...tts all..dissapointed is da word..adious~

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Monday, June 14, 2004

dalam kehidupan...tak seperti dulu.......kamu bersama hayunan.di sebalik hembusan bayu......lalalal...again..jus fought with my father...sick..everthing i tok to my mother he interfere...bingit uh..asyik nak interfere je...n keep finding my fault..n pls la.urghhhhh...words jus cant explain....lately semua je mcm tak kena.....for now tu je la.....adious

suhaili @ Monday, June 14, 2004 | comment link here

erm hie.....feel freaking...urgh....apesal uh?early morning pegi band..dgn semangat..abeh hardcore lah basic marching dia,its not the same uh....i dunno y..things seems to change...hmmm..n before lunch kena lari satu round the field with inst up....den azimah tgh squat down..den didnt know she got a black out so i jus continue to run...skali geraldine pekik..oi help ur section la...den i was like...ouh she blackout eh..didnt know..erm den went for lunch with my section.....mkn kat yg 73 bus stop tu..eat mee goreng..n den got some talk with the section...n yar tts it la..i found out.tts all.n mind mind you..after found out tt thing n i heard it..things gonna burst out really soon.things wouldnt be like this.n kalau nak mengutuk kalau nak tgk hina,cuba fikir la sikit uh...fikir sebelum ckp..ko mane punya bagus skrang...damn it!its getting over my limits uh..ya jus far up there n i am soon to reach there to jolly well spank ur bloody face...eh tlg uh..i hate it when my ******* is being tok about n hey idiots u better mind wat u say uh..cos im gonna end it with my own bad name.....urghhhhhhhh.......holla blog..freak uh..forget it..i know bout it n tts tt...I KNOW IT IDIOTS,n inside ppl has laready bastard us?ya not going nowhere far la..n hello is tt wat uve been taught for past few years?n ko dpt tu benda pun pasal tu abg angkat kau uh..n skrang yg tgh pigang tu benda eh.u dont deserve it ait..nvm..im toking crap.....urgh.......adious uh~~~~~~~~~

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Sunday, June 13, 2004

woohuu...alo blog...hari nie sunday...do all the good you can,by all the means you can,in all the ways you can,in all the places you can,at all times you can,to all the people you can,as long as you ever can....hemph..so today woke up quite late...10.30am..sick....no plans for today..wanna to go out im too lazy somemore with the cuaca uh...den morning played the net..do some things,checking out some things..den my mother make kueh gajus..gotta help her out..dpt jugak gaji..ehehe..10 dollars leh...krekrekrkere...buat gajus for the org kawin berkat...diorang nie order berkat order lah sabun ke ape...~~~~...so helped out my mother for the whole afternoon...in between the making of kueh gajus..i ate stingray asam pedas...sedap..den mkn ayam goreng...had a lot of food today.....krkrekre..its normal uh...abeh lepas buat kueh...iv been pestering my mother to open the durian..n she keep yelling..,"wait la..rumah belum bersih lagi,you keep eating only"i was like..hello tadi baru buat keje seh.....urgh...den dah bukak tu durian.ktier mkn2..n then some of the durian keep in the container for my sis...my mother keep saying,"simpan untuk kakak kau"i was like i am keeping the durian in the containers n she ate from the containers...mcm mane tak geram gitu?lepas tu mkn mangosteens...n she said exactly the same line..save the mangosteens for my sis...n she keep eating while she asked me to stop eating..this is ________!...urgh...but nvm.....mothers will always be mothers uh.....so rite now was waitng for my sis untuk balik from werk.hu noes she bring back the burger ramli from the pasar mlm.or popcorn or sumthing...ehehehe..hope she buy benda2 dari pasar mlm.....ehehe..so tts kind of all for today...adious~~~~

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Saturday, June 12, 2004

aloha blog..ehehehe..erm ya today was a fine tired day..typical of another day..erm today woke up mcm susah gitu..so feel like tired but its kinda normal for us humans...ehehehe...lame..k den went for band prac...meet up with fatein n faizah n go to band together..everything turn out to be ok.....ehehe..den after basic stuffs..den logistics decided to make milo for the band...ehehe.....becos bila kat dlm bus i was discussing with fatein nak buat air ape for today..n we came out with milo..ahaha...tot it was impossible but we did it!!yea..n the taste was ,"extra ordinary"ehehe..niot self praising..its jus a dream come true..like wat we said we make it happen tt kind..ehehe...maybe the will of wanting to drink milo was there...ehehe...had fun making the milo with the logistics..semua otak gile2..eehehe..den went for lunch.....makan nasi with ayam n all...nice man.....ehehe..den ptg went back for band prac..n yes finally we've done n finished it..but it was tiring tho...no pain no gain uh.....eheheh..den went back home straight...jus feel so restless.....so went back home n hef a nice rest in da bed.....ehehehe.....n ya better off u dunt understand wat it takes..u dunt act as if u noe da tradision..if u dutn wanna give it all out might as well forget bout it ait..ure sick..if wanna lie better lie all the way cos no matter it was hidden i always noe it tomorow since i noe u!.....freaking sicko...urgh...tts all for now den..adious~

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Friday, June 11, 2004

yea hie..erm.....today's day was a nightmare...a day which i never tink would happen..i dreamt bout snakes..it is so crappy n scary...its about my father is eating the smaller snakes..n my mother is eating one snake.....urgh.n i told my parents to keep those snakes as a pet?giler kan tu...den today got band...but i didnt go for the prac.i got my fnn n geog class at the same time..n lagi band today half day.so didnt went for the prac...n during fnn lessons kena attack by ms queck for not doing her fnn work...den i get attacked by one of the cleaner in sch becos i kind of playing fighting with her..n mrs yong kind of bit me...n den by the time finished my class band also ended...so then i waited for faizah with her handling of percussion..im having my lunch with farah the dancer the pinky dancer gal..litin..n joanne..tok crap while waiting for them.....den got few things on day prob...its on the rocks..well if he was here thigns wouldnt happen this way isnt it?..i dunt understand uh..issit suppose to be tt way only?mcm gile uh hari nie..it seems like today ppl all walking so fast...moving faster.....n i was like stumbling over. them..feel so back there running towards thefront...n sejak tt mimpi...feel like i saw things like a patch of black stuffs la..like heard things...but not tt ghosts thingy its like things uh..i dunno if its my perasaan je..but its weird uh..den tok to fatein on the phone..quite long..ahaha....tok crap wat else..welcome to the physcho world...ehehe.....den tadi tlg mak buat kuih.pack the kueh..mcm berkat gitu..dpt jugak 10 dolars..eheh.work for mother good uh.....den ym sista give me 10 bucks...hows tt?ahhaahha......so rich so sudden...bet goona finish it in a day time...i can buy all my famous amous cookies..fish n chips.....ehehe...hungry man.....urgh.....craving for my cheesecake uh.....sooooo besom got another big day coming up..hope its gonna be better.....each day is gonna get better i believe...eheeh.....n ppl whom i seems to know hef changed......n has lied..shud give a chance?shud i ask?tell me blog..wats in ya brain?y ar?urghhh...tak payahla nak tipu2 kan..jus tell me the honest fact n ill jus accpet it...dunt be a liar la.....im not being an angelic here......but hey u said it n u hiding it?thisn are not tt big as it seems..jus forget it..y not we forget bout it n eat cheesecakes?ehehehe...jus peace out la...jus keep typing a if it would solve.....jus feel bit better...tt would be enuff..._______?do ya things ait...cant seems to bother so jus hee hee hee n forget it ait???erm so where do i stand?left or right?put me in da end so i can see everthing form my sideview...shit starting to come out from these brain....so yar..adious~

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Thursday, June 10, 2004

aloh.....ok...ive wrote a blog for today actualy n this computer tt i own is sick n hang.....urghhhhh.....got to write again?no im not writing...but im typing......urgh......crap......so today erm morning bila bangun aje was late.n my sis oredi getting ready to go to work..ehehe..tt was good.ehehe....den played the comp...bla bla bla......suddenly i kena strike pening at my left eye.....it was so extraordinary pain...i was like.....,"mak pening pening" n my mak keep shouting...go eat ur panadoll......den i was like...fine..i go n eat.....den my mak apu minyak at my forehead...i love u mak.....eheheh...den went to sleep sebab pening nya pasal...n woke up at 4...wasted all my time...hate tt...ermm ya then at 7pm watch chinese drama.....den erm atika call...so tok over the phone...tok crap...shit n crap.....so..den tt was just it.....a dead bored day...but ouhk.did spend time with the familiaaaaa..eheehhe..i mean jus my mak.....dpt disturb her was enoughh...n now...adious

suhaili @ Thursday, June 10, 2004 | comment link here

i was so high I did not recognize The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me She said goodbye too many times before And her heart is breaking in front of me I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore I tried my best to feed her appetite Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied Kept playing love like it was just a game Pretending to feel the same Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me She said goodbye too many times before And her heart is breaking in front of me I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore I'll fix these broken things Repair your broken wings And make sure everything's alright (it's alright, it's alright)
My pressure on your hips Sinking my fingertips Into every inch of you Cause I know that's what you want me to do This love has taken its toll on me She said goodbye too many times before Her heart is breaking in front of me And I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore This love has taken its toll on me She said goodbye too many times before My heart is breaking in front of me And she said goodbye too many times before This love has taken its toll on me She said goodbye too many times before Her heart is breaking in front of me But I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore (fade out)ehehee.....this song is nice uh...maroon 5...yea...

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

elo...today..lot of things r in da way...all in a BOOm ya...so im like woah?dunno uh...life been sick lately...so today went for band prac...as per normal.....bla bla bla...den nak balik tu me n fatein decided to eat at the kedai kopi there.......i eat mee goreng she eat nasi briyani...wah big eater uh she but still not fat2...sori faein kalo ko baca..mmg betul pe...eheehhe...erm yea...had fun eat with her n prakash.....laff2 until da stomach can come out.....n jus now bila band prac.....we the logistics kemas tu cupboard.....aiseyman the bau.....bau bau bau....den dah keams2 tu muke tgn semua gatal...urgh...sick...den laff all da way...then ptg tu pukul 1-4.30 pergi geo class....still can remeber the facts till now.....alhamdullilah.....ehehe...bet tomorow i lost all da facts...had quite fun toking n clarify my doubts bout the goe class........den went back for my band prac.....then lagik tadi hujan...den got all da flies.flying all around....den the percussionists was like running jumping here n there to catch the flies?ahaha.....my section jon also keep catching the flies....wah...n i got the gatal2....aiyoo..then balik ngan fatein tadi..tok crap here n there...normal la eh...went back at 8pm jus now...so tts all bout it.....n bout my ________?sori la...i didny mean a thing la rite...nvm la...adious

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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

jgn kau tanyakan..janjiku yg pernah terucap kerna semua ternyata aku mengingkari.....heh...jiwang skejap...if u dunt like it,den bust off,this is my blog!...ehehe..kalau tak suka jiwang2 den tlg la jgn baca yer....ehehe.....giler.....ouhkla...hmm..today..did nuthing but k here goes...early pagi2 kiter da bangun...ehehe...gedebak gedebuk...dah ptg...den kring kring...my bik liza nak dtg rumah!!...get so excited...yalah..kat bibik tersyg nak dtg......cedebah...before she came she called back home..tanya nak ape2 makanan dari geylang......so muke tak tau malu nie mintak lepat n keropok leko...ish ish ish...dasyhat.....sedap...some more with the sambal...aiseyman...hmmm...n ya bik liza dtg with bazli...ehehe...n ya bik liza came with bazli n her new pembantu rumah.....her name is tini...ehehehe...heard her old pembantu rumah pandai masak but then kind of rude..tt kind...normal la uh...the ma'am n the pembantu...ehehe...den half my day spent the time listening to the 2 best gossipers my mommm n my bik liza.....ehehe.....jgn marah.....fun jugak...the newest stroy eva...den i let bazli play with the comp.....asking for my frens to play with him..i mean msn games......yea...skali pulak bapak balik...i quickly asked him to stand up act as if he never touch the comp..yalah...mmg tak dibenarkan siape2 main comp...tts his rule la...it all takes timeee...den 7pm till 11pm watch tv...ehehe...feel so useless but still got contributing my house with some colours by adding noise to the house.....but between 9 to 930 pergi dgr discman lagulagu padi...sang together with them.....eheheheh...through the discman.....whatever it is..i had fun today.....eheehehe...never say bored ya see.....u see.....life is jus tt.....eheheh...crap...den my sis keep playing with the comp......ish3....she do website...tak habis2...kemaruk seh...somemore heard nak bikin website pasal the Baweans?not bowenians pls...its boyan.....u noe?ouhkla......nasib baik tak pasal ,"kamu bisa dong"......she knows wat i mean.....tulah when i got band she works.....n now when i dunt hef band she is not working...urgh...kalau dia kerja kan bagus..i got the comp by myself.......life gotta share...eheheehe......abeh tu jela..nak ape lagi kan.....the day also coming to an end as its already reaching nite...n tomorow as usual.....as per normal.....life goes on...merepek kan.....ape ape je la...i like wat.....urgh.....so tts all about it.....nuthing more need to say..i eman type as i say?whut the ever la eh...adious

suhaili @ Tuesday, June 08, 2004 | comment link here

Monday, June 07, 2004

haloo..finally the day is coming to and end...tiring day...it was like on sat there is band followed sunday was a tiring day.....n today woah...n finally tomorow yes.....im having a holiday.....ehehe...dunt ind bout the band prac jus feel too tired on tt sunday..hmmm........today as per normal...8.30in da morning till 6plus in da afternoon was occupied...erm den went back home...woah..during the prac felt so hungry...aiyoyo..cannot tahan regretted lunch time mkn roti prata je...must eat mee goreng next time.....ehehehe......listening to carrie from europe da artists.....ehehe..nice song uh...didnt start my revision...aiyoo...bila semangat nak blaja nie dtg.....urgh.....pls suhaili go n study!!!...haiz...cant hef the mood,my mood is only go band,net,music n other things..study doesnt seems to come along at all...urgh....wats wif the future???forget it uh...ayiyooo...nvm bout tt...._______?forget bout this,im sick over u...yea u..its u..yea u.....wat am i blabbering..only me knows...ehehe....there is codes ya noe..secret codes...for wat reason.....urghhh...its killing me.....nono......its raining mannn......lalalalla..tomorow gotta plan...better sleep well..ehehe...dlm diam jeratku..tlh terluka memlikimu..kerna ku tak kan bisa tuk slamanya menjadi cintamu....hmmmmm......adious..

suhaili @ Monday, June 07, 2004 | comment link here

Sunday, June 06, 2004

ahaha...n ya..i met saufi my old pri classmates...dari jauh was like...hu is this mat?ouh..skali dia tegur...nie suhaili kan.....i was like..wats his name..nasib baik ingat...kalo tak.mcm tak baik kan...wah...wat in the world..jus few weeks ago met farhanmy buddy...den now saufi....erm...met these ppl...still living...ehehe..kidding..kla..nak add tu je tu my blog for this 6 june of apirl.....ahaha.......ait.....adious

suhaili @ Sunday, June 06, 2004 | comment link here

elo...hmm..today is sunday...eheh...woke up at 8.30 in da morning den get up gosok baju...den go for atiqah's sister marriage...go there got purpose...be the kendarat wif claudia,rachelle,farhana,farhan n sapuan..it was fun but a tired one...first time jadi kendarat gitu..ehehehe...so today was a tiring day.....erm den balik n all bout 8pm.....its tiring tho...besok ader band..dunno i can like wake up early for the prac.....urgh..so packed up...hate it...erm so suddenly bout ________?haiz...missing out...really...i am ****** u.....ehehe...kla..im tired.....wanna sleep..adious

suhaili @ Sunday, June 06, 2004 | comment link here

Saturday, June 05, 2004

hie...hmm...early in the morning got up...getting ready for bnd practice...it was 8.30 till 6pm in da afternoon...so its like one day in the band....then its tired today..backbone prob..urgh..den during the prac kind of fun..had fun.laugh2..all da jokes..erm..den today was happy day la...dunno y...but my fren faizah,atiqah didint come for band prac......got sumthing on..n tadi pagi before band start..fatein n me dah kecoh ketawa2 pasal...ahahaha...she's knows..beli ice untuk buat air with yun cai...ahaha..byk benda jugakla...mls nak type..n ________?haiz..entah mcm mane.....kla..adious

suhaili @ Saturday, June 05, 2004 | comment link here

Friday, June 04, 2004

hmm..it doesnt matter where u come from, who ur family is, wat u wear..all dat matters is at u giving wat uve got..erm.today..early in the morning got class...nak bangun punyalah penat.. belum gosok baju lagi...n i'll sure to be late tt kind...eheeh.so irion my clothes for skool...packed my bag...all so rushing again.....den put perfume here there..ahahaha....den go skool.in da bus i ate mentos..so hungry la..early morning.....den maths class started..bila lepas satu jam also im getting bored n ms rasyidah maybe saw me lying down n do my work n she tegur,"y suhaili?cannot tahan uh maths only 1 hour pass?"ehehe..i was like..haiz..maths maths maths..den go for my english class...quite fun..talk to the teacher bout her husband..her life..ahaahha.....ask here there...den got fnn lesson...but i didnt go..since mcm waste time jer pergi...then me jannah yvonne pergi compass...pergi mkn2..had fun......den yvonne balik..me n jannah gi library ckp2.....all sorts of gossip keluar..ehehe...erm...then went back home...hang my sch clothes...den was looking for sumthing to do..but cant find one sebab my father watch tv my mother sitting doing some thing with her phone book..nak kall org la tuu...den my sis work.....im left all aloneeee...ehehehe.....so i play the comp..erm..maybe later im searhing for things or maybe food.....or go down pergi kedai or sumthing...for a walk?ahahaha...ape ape la..den maybe packed my sutff for tomorow band prac...keep busy.....den sooner tomorow God willing will come n...ya.......field again.....ahaaha.....a place where i belong.....ehehe..jk...erm.ok...for now adious~

suhaili @ Friday, June 04, 2004 | comment link here

Thursday, June 03, 2004

hi...hmm..so wats today...early morning was sooo haiz...i got today..so semangat nak pergi band...i go band...skali pergi band they told me to bring uniform...mak ai..panic..panic..i go take teksi...rushing like hell..ya took syafiq father taxi...wahaha..5dollar lost jus becos nak balik ambik uniform?aiyooo..nobody informed me...how cud dey?but nvm la..i iron my band uniform...a fast one but still nice,straight....eheheh...den i rushed back climbing the overhead bridge n board 73 bus..den in the bus i was like,"life sick.."blaberring to myself saying how unlucky i am..erm jus for today...eheh..erm..get back to band...go change uniform..rush here there here..everywhere...laugh2...den the ppl took photos of us...haiz...den go field..do fromation.wah..semput...aiyoo...cant imagine..den all finished..go lunch..haiz...balik lunch..i got asthma attack..haiz.....luckily rena was there...she shake for me my inhaler..n i took 6 puff of the inhaler..feel like dying man..erm continued band practice..do my steps...hmm...thomas take us.den later azimah take us.....n from there the band practice go as normal..ehehe.....yea...erm..n this is for bowen band,"until then u cant find the tear in da ocean tt he has left,bowen band will never fade~"..ya..erm...n im done..back off for now..adious~

suhaili @ Thursday, June 03, 2004 | comment link here

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

pecundang sejati

dalam diam jeratku
telah terluka memilikimu
kerna ku tak kan bisa
tuk slamanya menjadi cintamu
sesugguhnya hanya dirimu
tapi mereka tak mengerti
dan menentang cinta ku dgnmu
aku tlah menyerah slamanya
dan mengakhiri kisah kita
meski
airmata memburuku
mmg pecundang sejati dan tak sanggup
perjuangkan cinta
maafkan semua cintaku tuk meninggalkanmu
jgnlah kau tanyakan
tentang janji ku yg pernah terucap
karna semua ternyata
kini diriku ku mengikari
senssungnya hanya dirimu tapi mereka tak mengerti
dan menentang cinta ku dgn mu...nice song uh..from indonesia group named digta...hmmm...

suhaili @ Tuesday, June 01, 2004 | comment link here

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